there really forever. i mean, any of us know what it s like to have a sudden loss in your life. well just put yourself in the place that they were on that set, or even put yourself in the place of alec baldwin. they re going to live with this. filmmaker rebecca stair who attended the vigil in new mexico new a lot of people on that set. here s what she said. more like what doesn t go through my mind so much. it s the friends that i knew who were standing there. it s the protocol that we just know wasn t followed. it s the fact that i m also a 42-year-old woman and i got up and went to work and had my breakfast burrito and i got to go home. then all the thousands stories of all the thousands of people on that set and their friends and family and the ripple effect all the way out. there s no one thing. it s a lot. dr. garr deah with us, a