i knew who he was before i started coming to see him at the prison. and i liked him then. because we were friends first. and that s what made us bond as lovers even better. and it was special because we didn t make love until we got married. that s something that i never did before. so i was happy about that too. what are you going to do for two days? we are going to have fun. do a lot of exercise, jumping jacks and stuff like that. liar. golden is escorted across the prison yard to the family visitation center. his long awaited reunion with his wife is just moments away. okay. extremely excited. yes.
degree murder. it was a man i lived with he was a drug dealer. it was a robbery gone bad. and he got killed. and i left the crime scene with the guy who killed him because i was was a bad situation. but in prison, the two women seem to have discovered a comfort zone. you get in here and you don t have anybody, you don t have anything. so you sort of cling to somebody. and women are more affectionate or whatever, anyway. so it looks like normal couples on the streets but it s all women. some look like boys. yeah, they shave their head and walk around like a little boy even hold themselves like there is something down there. awe bought any relationship in prison involves towing the line. a new couple is like the staff sort of zone in on them give them a hard time. but then after a while it s like they get used to seeing it as a couple and they sort of ease off. you can t, you know kiss in front of them or do a sex act in front of them but they re not on you for every little
he comes to me and said if i pled guilty to first degree murder they would plea-bargain him to a lesser time. he plea-bargained to 125 years. to me that s still excessive better than a life sentence. he gets to go home, where i will probably end up dying in prison. how does that make you feel? makes me feel like a piece of [ bleep ] really, [ bleep ], my only brother. and because of because of something we did, and we did it together. he takes responsibility for his own actions. i don t know, man, it makes me feel like like i m that tall because i let it happen. i think in my mind he is here because of me. so i carry the guilt around every day. he was 18. he turned 18 in county jail. he had a whole life ahead of him. could have been a pro football player or rock star, whatever he wanted to be. i feel in my mind and heart i ruined that for him. there is no way to explain how much guilt i carry around.
i haven t been able to do that. i know one day i will. coming up on lockup raw: prison love. i love him to death. i will do anything for brad. anything. short of killing someone. the family bonds lead to murder. later. one of the first things i noticed something i never thought i would see in a million years in a prison yard. that s all the cats. when inmates adopt. especially when they re little babies you can raise them up, pet them. feed them. you watch them grow. that s your cat. (vo) you are a business pro.
on your hand. this wedding dress. she sees me as a human being. she opened up her house, her heart and gave me her family. i raul take you laquisha. to be my wedded wife to have and to hold from this day forward. i m the black sheep of my family. i am the only one that has ever been to prison. i laquisha take raul to be my wedded husband to have and to hold from this day forward. i have been thinking about the sacrifice she made. how much she loves me to do something like that. as you take this ring and place it on her hand, raul, would you repeat after me. i give you this ring i give you this ring as a symbol and commitment in marriage. she knows that the possibilities of me getting out are slim to none.