it s important to talk about synesthesia. we re also tasked with journaling. across town in l.a., johanna journaling the questions she wants answered. can you read a little bit of this? yeah. so this is my first question. am i grounded? i don t feel grounded. i think i tend to look at the negative side of life. i want to let go of what is not serving me. back in south carolina, jason s confident that magic mushrooms will help him stop drinking. i ll get all this stuff printed out. it could be nothing if you want it to be, or it could be everything, you know. you re really just unlocking doors, i feel like, that haven t been unlocked. my only fear is you ll go without doing any soul searching. i m going to. i m completely open. i m an open book for this. i don t want you to look at it as i m doing this because