with john that we are still thinking about. life. things were falling apart for him, and then out of nowhere he did not expect it, that s for sure, god stepped in with the message. here s part of that conversation. i was in a lot of trouble at one point. i had a divorce. i had some problems. and i was in this little house that i had, and i was really suffering for many reasons. my career was a little influx at that time, and lots of things were going on.so my relationship to my kids andnd wife and m such. and i was on the floor. i found myself on the floor