man who cut off julissa s life short, cut his own life short and the due process of the law at the same time. shepard: what do you do now? if you re the family, it s my understanding there are considerations of seeking justice in other ways. help me understand that. that s a great concept. i d like to see how. i m sure that as more information comes out, more alternatives could arise. did the man leave a note? did he talk to anybody else he might have confided in. shepard: these are possibilities. it s a strange world. you don t know how things happen. i m trying to keep myself open. how can this situation progress? it might be open and closed. it might be that everybody determined he committed suicide with no references or anything. by a person committing suicide, it s a strong message of guilt. why did he do it in because he felt guilty for killing julissa or he was heart broken