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Dehumanized, demoralized and looted on a day-to-day basis. thats what it is. thats what i feel like. >> our producer didnt know just how meaningful her next question would become. >> have you heard about officers being assaulted by other inmates? have you talked about that? >> i dont know nothing about no guards being assaulted. i dont know nothing about no inmates being assaulted by other inmates. i dont know nothing about that. im here to focus on my time. i dont know nothing about no guards b...

Being in a little cell 23 hours a day. but its -- you know, after awhile you get used to it. what i miss most about freedom is just probably being able to be outside. i miss the sun. i probably miss that more than anything else. and fresh air. i mean, these places dont smell too good. next on "lockup: raw" -- >> all of a sudden, the locks started rattling back and forth together, clacking. >> when a life sentence extends to the afterlife. >> im not a superstitious person. i believe everything ...

Just to try to get noticed. to try to become somebody. that guy right there, hes strong. you know, hell beat you up or hell stab you, just to get a name. >> and then live in a box. >> yeah. unfortunately, things happen and theres no way for me to get out. this is me. im going to die in here. next on "lockup raw" -- >> i come from a nice family, a good family compared to a lot of the families i hear about in here. >> an inmate who grew up on the right side of the tracks commits a shocking crime...

protective custody, knowing he will always have a target on his back. so now, the once-dedicated warrior tries to focus his energy on spirituality. >> thats one thing that i struggle with now. i understand how hypocrisy of my words speaking to you right now. you do all this, you know its wrong. yeah, hey. i got some atonement i guess you could say to make up for it. things are looking rough i could say if i do believe in afterlife. >> would you kill someone today? >> oh, yeah. sure. >> you di...

Institution for women, doris has been paroled. the soonest she will be allowed to visit yvette is when her probation expires. brad and michael love have more time. brad is currently eligible, but has not yet made parole. >> so were going to spend as many years together here as we can. i love him to death. id do anything for brad. anything. short of killing somebody again. >> coming up on "lockup: raw." >> these cats is their kids. and you mess with one of the cats, i mean, these cats is their fa...

>> and it wasnt until the cameras went away, and we backed off a little bit, that people were willing to come up and get involved in the game with him. >> in spite of the hardships, campbell told our producer that prison has played an essential role in his life. >> if i hadnt came to prison, i would have probably ended up dead. and my family knows im gay. you know, i told all them when i came here. so you know they all know what to expect from me now, and you know its like i told them its going ...

It and dont ask me to talk. thats how i was. >> eventually ruple joined the bible study and find the connection with several of the other participants. they too killed their husbands or boyfriends. >> it helps me just knowing i got sisters i can lean on and someone i can talk to, someone i can share these things with and because in here, i mean you got to be careful who you share things with. >> coming up on "lockup: raw." >> i hate to say it but murder is a respected crime in here by a lot of t...

Give me one reason, a semi intelligent reason, why it would hurt somebody to sit in a cell locked in here by myself with some chess pieces. aint hurting nobody in the world. but thats the boc for you. thats rehabilitation at its finest. >> next on "lockup: raw." >> theres nothing ive done that god has not forgiven me for. >> a serial killer claims he found god. >> is it a greater sin to steal a cracker, or to kill someone? >> and another "lockup" inmate finds saving -- >> in the same of satan, t...

Little more heavily on his mind. >> the most disturbing thing of it all is the day when it occurred to a person that all the years that you fought physical battles that you thought was right, good and just, is wrong. and to know that is a very hurting thing. because, you look back over all the people you have hurted through your battles, and -- its -- its painful. and so, the only way to make good on it is to do something constructive, and hope that it makes a difference somewhere. coming up o...

Does he still struggle with what he did, he worries about what he still might do. >> oh, its -- its heinous. if i -- i believe in an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. if i had my way i believe they should take my life. even though there were extenuating circumstances that were both mitigating and aggravating, my judge was very pointed out i still think that having crossed that line, it would therefore be that much easier to go back across. theres less inhibition to take another life now. e...