i used to let her give me back massages and stuff. but it wasn t nothing to the point where i thought it was like coming on to her or nothing, no. dowda said the relationship cooled after cavallucci was assigned to a different cell. dowda got a new cellmate. she got really jealous of my new rhymemate, because she and me get along really well. she just went off. cavallucci said the fight stemmed from an inns didn t in which dowda told staff cavallucci was making too much noise on the unit. i was being disrespected, the whole dorm and stuff, that she snitched on me, they all heard her say it was cavallucci. they re like, why would she call you out like that? if i would have backed down or anything i would have been disrespected more. kind of everybody like really more so amping it up. people saying, get her, get her. cavallucci says now she has had a change of heart and wants to make amends. i need to give her a very
but it s well worth it when you find somebody you care about that much. she s really opened my eyes and changed my outlook on life. josh holtzclaw is lori dowda s boyfriend and codefendant. they ve both been charged with second-degree burglary. dowda has already pled guilty and will transfer to prison to serve a one-year sentence. holtzclaw admits to committing the burglaries and is negotiating a plea deal under the state s first offenders act which keeps a conviction off his record, provided he successfully completes the terms of his sentence. it was all really just heat of the moment thing. you figure we could get a bit of money real quick. we made a mistake and went down that road. after that, there was no turning back. my whole life i ve known nothing but burglarizing. that s all i ever knew. he s never lived that life before but i ve burglarized before and i know that you can get stuff out of it.
friend and cellmate lori dowda, jail officials have handed down a sanction of their own. she got 60 days of lockdown and loss of privileges which means she will get an hour out per day to shower and maybe go on the rec yard. she does not get to watch tv. she does not get to use the telephone. she does not get to get commissary or have visitors come. i mean, i just think 60 days is horrid and outrageous. but i ve been told that she had bruises on her face and a black eye. i felt really bad when i heard that. she s i mean, she s a pretty girl and i shouldn t have done that to her. both women agree that during the month or so they were cellmates they grew very close. dowda says cavallucci wanted
to find out about it. still waiting for the response in a letter. i would love to start a family with lori and have little kids. i don t believe right now is the best time to have kids. i m not nowhere near capable of taking care of any living being. i m not barely capable of taking care of myself. that s yes really, really hope that i m not. until she is examined and new tests are taken, dowda and the others on her unit are only left to speculate. you ve gotten bigger. see? it s all right here. you believe me when i tell you you re pregnant? it would be different if there wasn t a ball in there. cornbread. it s not cornbread, honey, it is a baby. i think but i don t want to accept it. you think what? that i m pregnant, the p-word. but i don t want to be a bad mom. i m scared to be. i don t want to be a bad mom. so i guess that s why i m in denial. i don t want to be a bad mom. but the truth of the matter is, you think you re pregnant? i am.
than a high. it was better than smoking a blunt or popping a pill or something. it was better. and then one day i just couldn t take it. i cut myself a little bit too deep. that instantly scared me because everything went black and i don t really remember if i hit a main artery. all i remember is it was squirting and a lot of blood was coming out of it. i mean, we all have, you know, a lot of stuff in our childhood and other people s stories are different. hers is really traumatic and sad and that s one of the reasons i hope she ll still have me as a friend. i do want to help the girl. you know, she doesn t have anybody. but not only does dowda have someone else, he s even under the same roof. over in the men s section of the jail. what drew me to lori is she got some great care and personality. she s very beautiful, smart, outgoing. the main thing is she don t ever give up. we ve been together for going on six months now. been rough.