my next process was, what do i need to pack? don t show any sort of indication that i m leaving. and my thought was to write a note. so i wrote a note to my mum, told her how much i loved her, how much i appreciated what she had done for me. i didn t want her to worry about me, i didn t want her to worry about herself. and saying goodbye really. i wrote that note 20 minutes before i left. ileftaround. ..midnight. first night it was raining quite a lot. i left pitch black, journey was quite a while. i didn t really know where i was going. i was just following road signs. i would mostly travel at night time, just for my own safety. and sleep as little as i could and in as illuminated areas as i could. sleeping on the street was all right. it wasn t too cold. i had a good, warm jacket. i had my skateboard. i had money for food. so i was walking down the street when i saw a big pharmaceutical van. first when he stopped, i was a little bit worried, because i was thinking what kind