oh, did you see that? - you actually had some focus on your grief-- - uh-huh. - for your father, who raised you. - yeah. oh, that was good. why, when i get in touch with emotion, am i hitting the ball so much more cleanly and with so much more focus? - that may be part of the problem, is you're trying to understand. happiness is an experience, not a concept that you keep searching for. - before this journey, i'you don't chase happiness, you experience it, and they'd make sense to me intuitively. but like any proverb, they're more easily recited than achieved. yet in this moment, speaking with zach about my father's death, i get it. these aren't some bullshit words of wisdom.