you know, i still expect her to walk in the door. ijust miss her so much. it s just incomprehensible pain. and it s still incomprehensible pain. it s pain that will never go away. the women are behind a new project which invites those bereaved by suicide to create a fabric square dedicated to their loved one that will eventually form part of a memorial quilt. matilda carrick lost her 21 year old brother, oscar, lastjune. he was quite literally my hero. and being able to revisit the kind of admiration i had for him and being able to kind of put that into another piece of art for him, i think he d be really proud of it. for many taking part, it has been a deeply personal experience, with the finished quilt due to be displayed at sites across yorkshire. the impact of losing my daughter to suicide was devastating. my life will never be the same again. but in helping to lead this project,