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>> host: the sisters cant skype or text which makes long separations intolerable for alina. >> when i come into a room she grabs my head and pulled me in and just gets my sense and she knows who it is. hopefully that means she has a bright smile, but someday she doesnt. chris: now she is just a short train ride away in delaware. thats only part of her story off the court. in 2008 she contracted lyme disease and its been a problem on and off over the years. chris: when you have a relapse, how doe...

Who is saying i killed him? who is saying i nearly killed him? >> i think i just did. >> you know what? its like this -- i dont even remember half the [ bleep ] that happened that day. because when i came back, i got knocked out, too. he wasnt the only one that got knocked out. i got knocked out -- im more blacked out than knocked out, okay? all i remember is coming back and saying, what the [ bleep ] is going on around here, man? guys is everywhere. and im coming to. its like when you wake up. ...

Its like this -- i dont even remember half the [ bleep ] that happened that day. because when i came back, i got knocked out, too. he wasnt the only one that got knocked out. i got knocked out -- im more blacked out than knocked out, okay? all i remember is coming back and saying, what the [ bleep ] is going on around here, man? guys is everywhere. and im coming to. its like when you wake up. im supposed to be your star graduate. okay. im supposed to be the one who you can say put his light on t...

>> you will relapse. its inevitable. its inevitable. >> if you had slapped him in the head. even if you had punched him in the face or kicked him. >> what about me getting punched? what about me? what about [ bleep ] >> this is something completely different. >> this is extreme. >> this is extreme. >> its like a blindside shot. how do you think i feel? how do you think i [ bleep ] feel? think in terms of me for a [ bleep ] minute and quit being so selfish. how do you think i feel? how do you thi...

Which makes long separations intolerable for alina back when i enter a room the first thing shell do is grab my head, pulled me in and get my sent and she knows who it is. hopefully that makes she means i have a bright smile when she gets my scent. all right, sis,. chris: now she is just a short train ride away in delaware. thats only part of alinas story off the court. in 2008 she contracted lyme disease and its many problems on and off over the years. when you have a relapse, how does it feel ...

>> you will relapse. its inevitable. its inevitable. >> if you had slapped him in the head. even if you had punched him in the face or kicked him. >> what about me getting punched? what about me? what about [ bleep ] >> this is something completely different. >> this is extreme. >> this is extreme. >> its like a blindside shot. how do you think i feel? how do you think i [ bleep ] feel? think in terms of me for a [ bleep ] minute and quit being so selfish. how do you think i feel? how do you thi...

I tee it up for you and you say. >> i say everybody stakes out their own turf. its like they invest in a stock and they cant let go. cnn invests in the collusion stock, right? and so thats the one they are going to stick with. r and then they see this other stock which is about leakinggo and surveillance and they go but i didnt invest in that stock, so im not going -- im going to pretend that stock doesnt exist. meanwhile that stock is rising. they are finding evidence in that stock. meanwhile y...

Bernard mcguirk and are you going gutfeld. i givgoing -- greg gutfeld. i tee it up for you and you say. >> i say everybody stakes out their own turf. its like they invest in a stock and they cant let go. cnn invests in the collusion stock, right? and so thats the one they are going to stick with. and then they see this other stock which is about leaking and surveillance and they go but i didnt invest in that stock, so im not going -- im going to pretend that stock doesnt exist. mean whale that s...

And so he talked with me when he was up on the segregation unit and he said, you know, i really want a chance at the rtu unit, i want to start making changes in my life. you know, were pretty particular about who we take in. the bottom line on this unit is that there can be no violence. >> i think this unit is the vehicle that ive been waiting for. i think that im ready for it because now that my system is beginning to settle, this will be the best time to capitalize at this moment. >> remember,...

>> remember, youre trying to change your path. youve been going down a certain road for many years and youre trying to walk a different road. do your time a little differently than you have in the last, what, eight, nine years? youre going to be one of our stars. >> thats right. >> i know that, i know that. okay? >> i can come up here and i can get my stuff together. so i wont have to relapse back into a condition that forbids me from being this free again. you know, because there is that form o...