he knew the grieving husband on the porch, considered him a friend and knew her too and the victim s father was well known deputy. this is the first time you ve had major crime and also people you know. sdwlilts tough. were you scared? it s okay if you were? definitely was scared. concerned about a lot of different things. didn t know if someone was going to shoot at you? that was possible the whole time. the possibility of a live shooter still on the grounds, marty s adrenalin was pumping. when he entered the trailer a paramedic was tending to lisa. it didn t look good. marty s only thought was to help her but he had to secure his rifle. so, he ran back to the cruiser.