how did you deal with that? it s all called god s hands. end up where you are supposed to be. so i had a respiratory staph infection. after you were adopted? yeah. i was very sick. probably colicky probably loud and probably not pleskt to hear. for me to be a singer now and i use that term loosely, that s a miracle. i shouldn t be singing. i should be tough to even take a breath. steve: it is amazing. you are a song writer as well and you have a lot of real life stories about a lot of real life heartache to sing about. i try to sing songs that are about somehow have the struggle farmer s daughter having that bad job push through it going through hell. brian: keep on going. keep on moving. watch you cussing and praying. that s real life.