I mattered because of her. From the moment she was born, i promised myself that i would be there no matter what through the heartbreak, let downs and struggles i would be there and listen, learn and love every moment. I wouldnt miss a thing. I would always protect her. On november 30, 2021, exactly 17 years six months and 13 days made me break my first promise and it will hurt for eternity. As her mom i didnt protect her. First i would like to say thank you to the prosecution team. I say thank you to you all. Saying thank you doesnt seem enough anymore. Countless hours youve worked. Time away from your family and always taking our feelings into consideration. Karen and mark, the work youve put in to getting all the facts, speaking to us like we mattered, and never waivering from your goal speaks volumes of the people you are and im proud to call you a part of madison, life. You have all seen me hit some day i wasnt sure who i was. One minute im laughing. Next crying and sometimes im ju