I so today on the first day back, the boys wore red and the twins and ramirez were killed Christmas Day when the sedan they were riding in crashed just out sooifd mez sant t outside of pleasanton. And here is javier ramirezs best friend julian who has been struggling for the last couple of weeks. The first day was the hardest. We were all in shock, and a lot of otetears and everything. I have not been as crying as much, but today is going to open up a new wound, because it is a new reality. The kids are going to be okay, and they are going to go up and down with the feelings of grief and it is okay what they are feelingk and we are here for them, and being with them is the best we can do. The twins went out that Christmas Day to help a friend. Michael had to coax his mom to letting him go, because he said something effective, come on, mom, some of our friends are having a tough Christmas Day, and they wanted to help. The boys says that the teens were helping each other practice for the