Sex and The City: Toxic thoughts about women
My parents got divorced when I was four. My father got my sole custody as I was a boy and my mom also never fought for my custody. I have grown up hearing how bad my mom was and how she abandoned me. My father has always told me that women are untrustworthy. Today at the age of 20, I have very complexed feelings towards women. I feel hateful and angry as well as sexually attracted. I stay aloof and keep fantasising about having violent sex with women and hurting them. I am scared of my feelings and I also feel sad, broken and fragmented within. Please help.