exploits weren t first page anywhere. he says it all made him feelichy. zpi read that in the paper. i always thought, i like it. but should i? and i think i reached a point in life the kids were gone, i was kind of bored. and something else, rader knew a local lawyer was writing a book about him or about btk, that is. that didn t sit too well either with the man who had such an enormous appetite to draw attention to himself. rader felt only he could do justice to his story. eventually i was going to tell the story in my terms, not his terms. that s factual. they didn t know how i worked and i moved around the projects, the hots, how i took my victims. they didn t know how that worked. i could really stir the morning up with that google media by showing pictures and puzzles and playing a game with them.