The day before it happened he was pretty active, she said. You spend so much time wondering if you missed something and if there was a moment that I should have picked up on, which would have made a difference. Ms Beavis said the family was able to spend a precious few moments with Kye after she was induced. We made handprints and footprints and we took photos, she said. Janice Beavis with Fetal Maternal Specialist Dr David Watson. As she learned to cope with the grief, Ms Beavis said it felt like the world stopped existing around her. I went into a zombie state for months. I wouldn t drive, I holed up in my room and I d just unload what happened on any visitor just trying to make sense of it, she said.