Can't say I'm completely over it: Deepika on depression Actor Deepika Padukone Today Said Her Battle With Depression In The Past Has Been Such A Bad Experience That She Always Carries A Fear Of Relapse. PTI | Updated on: 05 Oct 2017, 11:50:28 PM New Delhi: Actor Deepika Padukone today said her battle with depression in the past has been "such a bad experience" that she always carries a fear of relapse. The 31-year-old actor was interacting on the stigma surrounding mental illness at India Economic Summit here. "I don't think I can say that I'm completely over it (depression). There is always a fear at the back of my mind that I might have a relapse because it has been such a bad experience for me," Padukone said at the India Economic Summit here.