a whole lot because i -- >> you're doing great. let me ask you this, shea. how does it make you feel and since this has happened, you have stepped forward, have those messages that were so hurtful, have they stopped? >> they have stopped. and i'm very grateful for that. [ applause ] >> that is beautiful. what do you want to say to the kids who said those horrible things? >> you may not be watching this tv show, or you may be staring at me at school and thinking, well, she -- she's not pretty or she's not popular, so we're going to dislike her and put her in this unpopular kid group.