have access, full access, anyway, to crayons or pencils or anything like that. got to get creative. so what we do is, take a tampon and any white deodorant. take it and either a magazine or a newspaper, and rub it on the color. magazines work a little better, but they don't usually come through here frequently. so -- make due with the metro. make different stencils. i get letters. hearts, stuff like that. i make stationery for my mom, my son, my nana. pretty much anybody that i write to usually gets some sort of, you know, design. >> o'reilly speaks to her mother and son by phone once a week, but visits are few and far between. >> the things that i'm missing, like watching my son grow up. his first snow. she sent me pictures of him being in the snow. all i could see is like this