hopes it won't cost him another relationship that's considerably closer to his heart. >> i miss my daughters. i have four little girls. i should be a father to them, but when i'm in here, i can't. >> with his frequent prison stays stokes rarely sees his girls. the one he spent the most time with is 7-year-old emilee. >> you should check this out. my daughter drew that for me on the envelopes. i love her little voice, she's awesome. she's definitely the only person that's going to love me no matter what. irish mob, anybody, they'll turn on me. i know that. little girl won't. she'll be there until i die. she drew that for me. >> stokes' fondest memories are of watching emilee when her mother was at work. >> all evening i would sit there and play princess, little tea cup parties, watch "dora."