>> that video was discovered. and today in a hearing chaired by darrell issa, he said this -- >> i apologize for doing so in such a disparaging fashion. it's never appropriate to make oneself seem better by demeaning others. i'm embarrassed and i'm sorry. >> joining me now is health care reporter jeffrey young, washington, the only place you have to apologize for telling the truth. >> during the course of the hearing what professor gruber was saying those stuff on the tapes that i didn't know were out there, that's not really what i meant. what i really meant is what i'm saying right now. toe committee members, this is true for the democrats as well as the republicans. >> these kinds of things are written in a tortured way. the policy gets contorted to fit that budget number.