i think of you and your brother all the time. i have a picture of you and him on the wall right next to where i sleep. life is rough. and then it gets more rough. but you've got to stay open-minded an understand life is a test. you're the student. i love you, jeremy, don't ever think different. i know i have a funny way of showing it. and it seems even harder when you don't talk to me. but i know you're growing up and you need your space to see life for what it is. but if you ever want to talk or see me, let mom know. i know there will be a time when -- and i just stopped. like i was explaining to my