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Or no to turn kind i always joke with western journalists teachers i say actually as a buddhist you didnt know that now did you and should i really think. So there is some truth in my words but thought. It was a for example if i put a loud two together theyre linked because of the highest forms of human culture and art are all connected to one another to shampoo and image for the means to show she. Box name means broke and lao tsu claim that people should be like water bringing blessings to humankind but not battling against the current to show. Her to thank you for saying bad has become a dally ritual like meditating or having breakfast. So you. Should say its a habit and if i dont do it i feel disoriented and be fuddled so it is useful to. Draw. Treats which we wish and this china tour ive chosen the venue at the chengdu conservatory of music because ive always liked sichuan huge tragedy. And this one conservatory of music is the largest conservatory of music in china with more than seventeen thousand students shish. Let the music continue to reverberate it doesnt stop. Making. This part the certain very very interesting. Master class you wish to master class in strangely something i dont like doing because the students are already very tense and you have to tell them what they did wrong in front of a few hundred people it gets to the point that they dont know any more what they have done wrong and are like a frightened little birds who sorts hoary. Are going faster you going faster please relax let girls relax so i feel youre trying to get this over with quickly. Put in years i think bachs music is very important for young people his balance the feeling of elegance theres no melodrama or histrionics his exact science of melody and the firm handling of style his interpretation of emotions and the way he expresses them is actually a chinese approach he controls it its not a reckless and unbridled performance. Is pretty damaging. To people who played well have a good pastor a solid and well built foundation. C. T. G. To egypt hark. Back to. Just a little bit being a trick i was most touched coming back this time by the young people to the church most of the people attending the concerts were on average twenty to twenty five years old something very different from europe where the average age is usually around sixty years the young people of china are so open minded i think they are chinas hope for the future. She will. Beijing is the highlight of the tour the city was the center point of view shall mays life until she left the country she started here and it was also here that her promising career was abruptly interrupted by the cultural revolution it was impaled jane that she picked up her life again as an individual and as an artist after her release from the labor camp friends and her foremost. Does live here the concert in beijing is an opportunity for a family reunion. Myers a cognate if my mother had witnessed this performance she would have fainted right there on the floor. My parents are no more but my four elder sisters are still alive right. And the most important member of the family the piano. It followed me to the farm for reeducation and through labor camp and it followed me back again to beijing its the patriarch of our family why do we need to get the keep and felt replaced yes we did years even years sheen this a whole hour my mother couldnt learn to play the piano because my grandfather forbade it she invested all her hopes and dreams in me she wanted me to realize her dream of playing the piano she invested all her energy and did everything she could for me in beijing during the cultural revolution she was afraid people would say i was playing the big western drum change even in the winter and they are very cold in beijing she would stand guard outside every night wrapped in a blanket. The conservatory of music is where i grew up i spent more time there than i did at home. So shoes. The happiest time of my life was from the age of eleven to thirty when i was just studying the piano learning together with my teachers and classmates. Each shoes. But there were also the most excruciating years those public denunciations could get extremely cruel and i remember when i was twelve the whole School Assembly of four hundred gathered together to criticize. Thats not something i can ever forget. Because. Those days during the cultural revolution other schools would also gather here i remember the debating stage over there yes yes yes it was here public assemblies were always held here. You for a dollar a year returning to the conservatory was excited but i felt flustered. Theres a word with the country about youth are shown by russia. It wasnt just a place for academic discussion or concerts your memories flooded back like scenes in a movie and caused a bittersweet feeling will you want to try to see it in our city you should use your be just the usual kind. Nothings changed which is the charges should change thats true do you remember so much happened here i do. Concerts and also public denunciations were held here during the cultural revolution. I held my hands up until i lost the feeling in them shouting long live chairman mao. To the chief which those scenes from the cultural revolution are seared into my memory and they can never be removed surely you society should never forget that and the hortons of culture music and education she was sure its the most crucial condition for a perfect Harmonious Society its a suit regarding the tragic events of the past how can we ensure such things dont happen again some people dont have to say fashion no one has been made accountable nor has there been any taking stock of the past that the young i gingerly pin georgi or should or should we say theres not the courage to really face up to this past it remains a blank space in chinese history. Year with. The concert in beijing was the toughest battle i had to fight. I chose the hall where i last heard. Formants and which is therefore the most significant for me to go yes or. See what you did. Act on. This in this chair blocking the way. That morning the rehearsal went badly that it was very cold in beijing the rehearsal was catastrophic beijing was definitely the most difficult concert of all there was an incredible audience young people there were also officials high ranking officials that were the daughters of Deng Xiaoping they were the people nicknamed the references they were intellectuals they were friends and many old friends from the conservatory it created to lots of stress that was actually absolutely sour because youll get upset he will do it its the most remote did he build. Their claimed pin and stand count as a transform china has she placed a sold out concert halls the music school is no longer a refuge of the counter revolution and the mastery of an instrument no longer an expression of west unbowed while attitudes on the contrary owning a piano is now seen as a status symbol one that everyone seeks to attain but the dop chapter of the cultural revolution remains largely under wraps in her struggle against forgetting and against the suppression of memories to shell may keeps bringing attention to the wounds that still a flake chinese society. Or are. You. I want to perform. Just to let everyone know this generation still exists. The hardships experienced by my generation are many and not just physical there was no culture no music and even dictionaries had to be copied by hand. I want to tell everyone my generation didnt just disappear without a trace i want to bring glory to my generation