My father stopped monday saying he was an army officer who lost his life during the congo boy on 6 august 9th inning. Avoid rees wanted to be a date on ever since i was 12 i knew that i wanted to write this book. Its called small acts a freedom its a family of 3 its a memoir a story about 3 generations of single women whove lived life on their own terms i have to sort of bear the memories that i have of my father. When i think fairs or even there if you can still market. It was the 1st time i saw woman in a book and because i was stored that muslims are responsible for the death of my father that pakistan is responsible for that of my father i took a knife that was there an egg left to. Gore try him thout pope my mother just caught on to me yes he saw me timing she had no idea what i was going to do all but and when she know what does i thing the tongue to realize how much hey fred i had been having in my own hard to believe it the fish me that has been theres stare tree of that both a countrys of been fighting a world but its just the style you need batch of flag and and its divided thus do such a great extent in tied to have to face so much shit while you can some domage us and that so many people like me so many young ghost like me out paying the price for those kind of hey trail on board types of the want of i i i was just 3370. 00 happens every day where your soldiers from the baucus i view the injures in the soul in just from the indian site the shake hands and then and this is to demonstration north bar own whos more paul full you i didnt think i think i think i was also to will evoke this nationalist said demand to boost the country hes but its not heat for i dead just toby across the gate the crowd looked the same to my ears but the same color was speaking the same language. And he thought me as such dozens of human beings can do is and is the hatred thats in our heart and cross that fire metaphorically. My optimism started from my bank. To fill this because to my heart was always India Pakistan so i would write blogs and i would write stories and i would interact with people and just slowly have again part of things into 5 google and slowly i became part of the news on my movements and forums. Social media is that platform when i can get out to be but it was just so many people on my person began ali and im saying then look at the numbers im quite surprised but i also understand its a lot of responsibility. And i saw that scamp. And somebody was right when most me picked up one card from my radio to make a point that i am an Anti National. Human being and i have Anti National tendencies because i asked for peace with pakistan. I wasnt mentally prepared for the kind of over. That came after i posted that the chinese he thought the no one was going to north affairs because he would do something for us so the next day i wake up everyone has acted all the new styles are calling me that came as a shock. But if i had called a young student of leaving college was ignited a fiery debate on social media and beyond on nationalism and free speech dr many of the time was the belief that ultimately did not giving ill leave to pakistan. She wants peace with pakistan and to get softer the wording became National News after verizon every single prime time and it was a very very very scary thing in my phone was hard because there were so many messages coming back to back. And the strangest thing is that with all the messages of messages of. Messages of how somebody would want to. Host me how somebody would be a very very explicit messages of how one would one of my limbs of 5 and how they would want to read me you know who these people are well they call you up to threaten you i wasnt on social media you were part of you have reported this to the police no it doesnt matter how good it is going to do what needs to be do you always believe its also should reveal whether somebodys calling you the american walking dead and i found out again these are you youre feeling good life because you dont betray the town just one person saying it to you that you can go to the police and report it you are its its 100 different account its 100 different people saying get to your. That gets to you i think it no matter how strong you are that kind of. Volume has has a way of getting and. Its important that you look within and see what kind of conversations we want to put forward especially when the position of influence and i think im very glad that i that i learned. Your position up and through and skin. Because somebody elses position often. Stand so much of hatred towards me now i well im not im not as popular as the actor or the Cricket Field but i do understand that i am in a position where i can change a lot of mindset so im what am i going to do with it im going to do with it to spread the love. To so many people like michael sam you get knowledge and im strange and look at numbers im quite. Pretty because its so easy just so many people out there surprising that the amount of numbers that i can reach out to its response and its a lot of responsibility but then it gives me it gives me hope and nesta nor that all of the thoughts that i have in my head i can just go out and share that with people and i am hoping that. It does it does it does some bit of good through in the time you want in the world. I come here in my happy times to crying guard for everything good that has happened but i also come here whenever im sad whenever i need help and havent i feel so hopeless that after the south or something greater than me. Life has changed a lot and now im going to be a public figure people who know me by my face by my walk just give me strength that i can take this position of influence this was the scene where so many people are looking at me and listening to what i have to say for you give me strength still so that i can give the best to the word the best to mankind. Many who tried getting around the berlin wall met their deaths. As a child he was already dreaming of a state. At the age of 20 he was the last person to be shot for trying. The short life of chris jeffery. Next on d. W. Life lawyer. Culture. A hair. Super brown. Super food stylish style icon. Let os. Life style during. The. 60 minute. Slick. Carefully. Suit she needs to be a good. Old fashion. Discover who. 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