Africa. Position he has rejected the safety of well trodden path evidently they mean nothing to him always searching for never arriving at his destination hes recognized that true beauty and safety are incompatible and that the name of such beauty is perhaps by truth. These are these were the words used by the late Nicholas Harnoncourt to describe option you dont crema you you dont claim. Cool. Off the books and then put them in stuff yes of having grown up in a totalitarian state in the soviet union i rarely allowed myself to believe in foreign truths. I wanted to find my own voice. When she signed on to some of my fate was decided before i was even born as i am a child of an entire dynasty of violinists. But at 70 every day of life is precious. I am reminded of my great master davida voice talk one of the most important violinists of our time. Live. This is me and this. This was it i feel the need to pass on everything ive experienced since believe it or much of what inspires me this was willing to put this everything you give away is preserved in the one shouldnt try to hold onto anything for oneself because then it dies stripped. With these 8 the accent i need you know it is new to fish. And eat the north pole for the accents should not convey saw the cause of the acts and not just in speaking to all. Of them not a bloody word to them from the outset like the Camerata Baltica served as an instrument to pass these things on you i wanted to do something for the youth of the Baltic States which i know so well that i was so inspired by these Friendly Faces and minds and so its transpired that weve been together for more than 20 years and become a family. Was it is the most soon music is emotion as music is something in which we express our Life Experiences our feelings our own discoveries from. Them and the basis of any discourse on music with another individual is openness. To fulfill from the. Years to come whether its with good by doing or with arvo every collaboration is mutually enriching that was true and thats when its enriching to sense that one is searching for the common denominator for why this music was written or the reason it should be played its message. In the. Theme that of the tongue thump thump. If. The. Listening to this i think that toddler raso was composed for tatyana and myself 40 years ago and yet its lost none of its relevance. For us. And the so when it comes to composers the side generally believes in the principle of less is more is it just as with conductors. At the lows too wrapped up in themselves are big on show but low on content. A person who serves a cause is modest hes. Not saying he has his idea of how it should sound. How it can sound we meet in the middle but whats key is the composition is this book. The salute so to me during your lifetime is a gift. So you want to master it in a way that satisfies you both. I think one day will be gone but the composition will live on this one but i believe. This is there for the births of the new features the circumstance. Of a suitable series of selfgovernment so moments from the skill set. For the future. Its. In my harriss special to me. For 25 years i called it home. And the last scene in 1901 we moved into our 1st apartment here in montana. You know at the time of course i didnt know that my youngest daughter gigi would be born here in paris. This photography is a very important part of jeezys life every time i come to paris i try to see her soon to be. A hot. But. If we have a lot. Of you know officers that were. Police like it and it was harris has a very special connection with the arts where its so vibrant so you feel very much at home in the city even if you dont live here wouldve wins its 0 its almost like absolutely. Have to understand you know. This is Police Believe this and this is. This it was planned. For hugo and this specific. If you wanted. To. Do. The music cummings if it was filmed in music you can find a lot that makes life i wouldnt say easier but more the beautiful ones to. Steal from them it gives life deeper meaning and awakens emotions. But nowadays. Such things are often overlooked or thoughts of Gardasil Burgas old. Good music. Good music harbors a message and the boots are good performers convey that message. Is will shift from the team. One hopes my primary goal is to serve the composer. And i want to evoke emotions. For i want to be a mediator lets say to bring the music to life make it. And allow it to move anyone who is open to listening. To good. When i got stuck. I still feel very attached to my hometown reka me i love the smell of the sea the fresh baltic air and the memories of my childhood this is where i grew up and looks. In the gulf when this is where i gave my 1st concert and where my parents played in the orchestra my grandfather taught at the conservatory here. In father started to live on the stock as i was my fathers 2nd lease on life in the fall after his entire family his 1st wife and child and 35 relatives died in the reagan ghetto. Lifting. And speaking the he later forged a 2nd life for himself as a refugee in this and i was so to speak the product of that 2nd life in which he invested all his wishes and dreams the moments as a child i was burdened by his retelling of that terrible story over and over again i wanted to talk him out of it but of course i couldnt talk him out of it the deceased are also. A little. Close. Listening to hold the guns of my life began in this court yard so to speak its always a sign that langley enjoyed being here and home with my grandparents. Because grandparents allow you to be what you really are a child thats itself this is the balcony of the apartment so where is it. There the one with the little bird house stuck in the green the endless green slope in winter it was a wonderful place for sledding and snowball fights. Everything was lovely here if away from my fathers incessant pressure to practice practice practice fun called the funding sting in the new film far. Less. Fortunate than him no matter how much progress i made. No matter how much i accomplished it was never enough it was always you can do better you have to do better you have to do with this you have to be 10 times better than the others. Over the years the decades ive remained slightly traumatized by that pressure even today i always believe i could be better than i am can thats just. Me is it tif there is still a splinter of the wounded child deep within me still the child whose accomplishments were all too often dismissed with the phrase you can do better its a shard of dissatisfaction with everything ive accomplished he likes to. Sing on the beach my god im upset at the age of 18 i left my home town of brega from moscow. I lived here for 15 years. And here at the tchaikovsky conservatory the great oyster became my most influential teacher recently. This fall we thought it was normal it was only in hindsight that we understood how fortunate we didnt to be surrounded by such towering musical giants. Who are. The elite. Oh. God. It was a wonderfully creative atmosphere where you immersed yourself in the music so as to avoid other unpleasant thing my. Friends im home instead of going to meetings you studied a new score in the sun or borrowed a record that wasnt available in the shops for you when you escaped every day life by busying yourself with things that mattered. On the one hand you were under great pressure and faced severe restrictions on the other hand you were constantly searching for in are freedom of the. Press and the. Newsoms on how to use up to speed and everything took place in this hall not just my student mine the incredibly prominent artists performed concerts and World Premieres were staged here. In the movies and i remember the World Premiere of shostakovich is so 15th symphony. And then when i performed as a soloist in the concert. This was the tchaikovsky competition also took place in this hall which i was lucky enough to win. And thats why in the end it was a great time and its a time of great not only artists and performers and but also a professor says well. Im sure some of the students are common my at the end of my studies in line with master i stock came to my concerts not them yet and afterwards he said something remarkable you dont get on he said i would never do what youre doing but youre right and you must go your own way was that he allowed me to believe in myself and stick close and when people you worship or admire trust in your view of things it gives you wings to fly as the saying in the if youre. All talk the rootin tootin its. Literally like you know you usually i think. You usually. Do get this. Move closer to us a little considered from this new. Film. Like this one doesnt go forward here but they should and shouldnt your readers overall small sum was acoustics the 1st story i would lose if we are focused on this a good enough for christmas but. You dont feel just that to. The most is trust me this is whats going to be thought. Good. I think you also saw that the new host of on when i am a graded from the soviet union i was looking for the freedom that the world was willing to offer me this really felt that i just found life in moscow hard so i was denied permission to leave for concert song there were restrictions placed on my repertoire. I couldnt always play the music i wanted to play which incidentally also happens today now and again. The slack in the soviet union the reasons were ideological now the commercial business basically not much different. Theres always pressure ive learned to live with the pressure. But i dont give up so easily when i believe in something that sort of i often and i toss clomid there was a lot of almost like the shift in life is better than that and the one thing you know the benefit of the 3 little. Open you love. Them all the cool things of the summer and theyll still so send it to. Her 6 6. Its just so. I i. Love. Love. Love. Listening to. The old the old. You know i should think that in that. Age. And it. Was. My 1st born daughter is a journalist. We talk and argue about a lot of things together. But we also have valuable discussions and very often i feel that shes a pillar of support for example when im writing. You know. Yeah what is it. Still in theory in the world of it is you know which room is the. Smooth. Stone soup of those when you dismiss it as old in the form. Of the good movie because it was and i think it says that the casino is and thats why theres so many things because the thing is that one of. Those new about the millions that. One of. These are later. In the scene. In the state this. Certainly has an ascetic function and good for me its the. Music also has an ethical function as its why im going now to a moscow theater whose director has been arrested on charges of investment. As an outsider and i like many others do not believe the Legal Proceedings are fair and the thats why im going to the theater and performing a concert to benefit the center of state to make a statement of this was and yes thats all i want with a violin with my project to adapt the cello preludes. Back to the violin its a statement. Lets it. Suddenly i had this idea to combine the music with photographs because i wanted to transfer the experience of this music into a parallel world. And then i was inspired by the pictures of. A photographer and a composer who experienced the same period of life in the soviet union in different ways. A leap. Thanks in the thousands and these pictures we can connect to people we never knew but who speak to us and the music echoes that experience. But i will say that the film starts fine young and in todays neutral voice we met 2 years ago in dresden when he was the soloist and goodbye dinners offertory. I asked him you dont. Perform with my orchestra in moscow. Minister lee he was hesitant particularly given the political situation i told him wed have to play something unconventional and then he suggested vine back and forth. With felix truly lucky to have enlisted a musician if you dont stature its a real treat for the audience in moscow would feel more scope for these 2 years i guess. Thats it yes he said films for. Stitching you she says is what you are yeah. But i think that yes yes yes. So. You dont. Let it go. If you. Think. That. If you. Are for this fine is for when i came on stage i felt this was history in the making for the house was full to the rafters. And the audience really clung to every note of faith as if it were divine inspiration. But thats really how it felt its incredibly exciting to listen to him play and to perform with him. Ok. Ok. The theme. Thank you for all of this to me more im sorry ive got a better person say excuse me. Because youre 50 people so i just lifted my scope life and should. Finish for something. Special for i see nothing in the budget us truth to say. Is that just. In time. For greece with Reasonable Solutions i think. Size and the constraints of the life of an itinerant artist is more of a curse than a gift. Because you dont have a home or hardly have a home to call specially if youre successful with full. You adapt but its unnatural and i suffer from and through the wind slide to the. Extent that im sleeping in a different bed all the time is taxing physical discomfort that i wouldnt wish on anyone. But you learn to live with it so the. What choice do you have. To move from now on japan fascinates me since im captivated by this country sue and the way it upholds so many of its traditions from small remaining so welcoming. And in all its offensive position pan has really assumed a special place in my heart over the course of almost 40 visits of us and from this the atmosphere is permeated by an incredible sense of respect for everyone and see if youd be hard pressed to find such a culture of respect anywhere else in the world. Why you still continue to. Thank you 40. 6. Theres. This one trauma and shock find it very hard to simply relax and i could use a few relaxation master classes because the pressure is always mounting on but my strength is abating. Lots of time good luck nowadays every young artist believes that when theyre in demand they have to perform every day served up something new every day but thats a waste of talent and they no longer take the time to reflect or grasp the essence of a composition because theres hardly any time to contemplate such questions as what am i doing here why am i here am i only here for my own. Pleasure for the audiences pleasure why am i even pursuing this profession is the hope almost. The to. Play. The to. The to. Us. The us. The end. You. Mean. You mean. So thats thank you so finally i think my nearly 400 year old amati violin which so wonderfully personifies the concept of love. Music does not tolerate hatred instead it awakens strength and hope thats whats so precious about music. This is thus its what lends us hope that the world and its people will not fall prey to madness and mad men blondes in and gone through whom. The artist Sebastian Allen got a green roof for 2 years so mall that they become a footballer for buying me my life inside the waves of the biggest story in my pictures only to be just more of. This because i love photography. In 30 minutes on w. Literature invites us to see people in particular that i like to see as the kids by. My objective is to share with a friend. To do the books on you to. 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