Look at them cheering and clapping its so scary. Theres just this one is mr luker from state security. I dont have an issue with you when i open the door a man told me if you come out i will kill you so you can actually. 6 say. I am free now at least physically i was able to leave my apartment and move to a friends house i would have thought that last night but my mind is still very tense. They are anyone here on the 9th of july 2015 chinas police began arresting lawyers and human rights activists in total almost 300 were detained and have. I met my husband one shang jiang was one of these lawyers. Java be trying to hope i hope what you guys are 28 years after my husband was detained i started writing articles about my experience i went to see government and legal agencies to inquire about my husband thats when i started getting pressure from them what you sow you 1. 18 by are. Coming and she said you were in the beginning i lied to my son i said your fathers on a business trip for him but one day he suddenly asked me my mom why is my dad in prison. Was the 1st thing you know i 7 was like that i want to hit him with my 20 swords thats what i want to do it. Was just that you and i go to the fullest you are allowed to be angry and to express your anger but we do not resort to violence we will use the law to solve this problem. What are the chain your retirement i always knew that my husband risked detention. And numbers but i did not imagine the kind of hardship we had to endure and that will put up with reality and that of course there were tensions in the past they would for example arrest democracy activists who have been trying to organize a party but that they would go after lawyers on such a scale that is something we did not expect. You are sure it would be hard to go through this alone everybody tells you keep quiet dont stir up trouble when i see her we both know we dont want to speak up i just know im going to see the world all of us lawyers wise did not know each other before but this has brought us together to share this here bound to the heart. Of the tri course i heard of only because i know i have all the titles. That we have. So yes i do the war thats reality i want both of you were the most desperate thing about this country is not that people are treated unjustly for. What it really causes disappearing is that when that happens nobody is willing to stand up for them and speak out for you so you can moreover if you people even dare to show compassion thats right continued and. The hell so why dont you the hopper the markets and when they cant threaten you they cant cheat you into compliance with promises but when that doesnt work they have no more ways to see continue speaking the truth is the safest option for us is untrue. Pick me up with one of my need to keep raising our voices we need to continue expressing our resistance and anger towards the relevant departments and we hope people will continue to Pay Attention i would never stand by them and go. To the shitty. Division to this is the last time i saw him in the trying to sue joe. Well what if. Only janet had he went to work on a case i joined him to visit some friends call and from there i went to my hometown so were going to do it all without ya suddenly he stopped answering the phone i tried to get through for a whole morning and truly was Home Ownership then i knew something terrible had happened. But i did not think it would be such a long time that it is out there and you know i. Didnt read it this feels so distant. Want to call i know constantly cried for 6 months i cried so much that people got scared when they looked at my face. Every day i would check my phone to see whether there was any news about him i mean that man it would sound kind out one day i try to read my messages and i could not recognize some of the characters anymore they were blurred and one thats when i understood that id cry too much. Could have had all. But a castle like i told only one friend. Her so maybe. I had to tell did he ask you. Or did you tell him yourself having a brother and that. Yes for me where my father was i made him promise he wouldnt tell anybody its a secret. There was and im very nervous and excited i did not sleep ive been waiting for this for 3 and a half years and i sent him back today is his court hearing. And its already here yesterday around 930 i went downstairs state security agent came to see me and he told me i was not allowed to go to tianjin where his trial is held so that you know at noon i looked down stairs i saw 5 state security cars so when i go down in a moment i dont know what will happen so that will help it i will fight it in my. Own home. To. Take a go if you dont im nervous ive been through this many times but each time is different races he adrenaline rises every time and you. Know. I sent you a message yesterday the trial is not open to the public it concerns state secrets what if my husband disappeared 3 and a half years ago im his wife i have the right to attend his trial this is not about somebody his wife its about state secrets are you. Let me tell you youre still young dont do this kind of work youre infringing on other peoples dignity your violating their rights this will take its toll on you as well although you do charlotte north. Carolina here so you are going to hold off. Indian on here number. Today one son john was sentenced to 4 and a half years in prison but i firmly refused to accept this verdict i do not really nice it i think the reason is that he has remained firm has not cooperated and not pleaded guilty thats why the verdict is so harsh. Well john is not guilty the police and the judges who convicted him. When. He was suffering his most severe in the beginning when they play she will secret prisons. You dont have any contact to the outside world sometimes even the guards dont talk to you. Every day you have to sit or stand youre not allowed to move. After some time he showed me a photo of my son where i came with his mother to look for me my mother told it up here thats when i collapsed i cried bitterly and couldnt stop for 3 days poorly with any of this and i think if i had been less resilient psychologically i might have gone mad i knew where you were for the other. You know your photo. Was. So sick that one was an app or country. Before you where you could hear the show and since i was released in april i feel drawn to nature. I enjoy being outdoors often. So i started getting interested in what all these plants are. Brand recommended and after that recognizes time and through the city thats great to hear that you know that. The marshall what he did or i dont trust my words to express this the feeling to have lost something and then to get it back you know like i cannot find words to express it. It feels like something exceptionally precious. But theres also fear i. Fear that i might lose them again i. Know what their users are going to see it already is have revoked my license to practice law but i dont appeal in any way against what has been done to me. I want my case to be heard in court. If. I just came out my son and i were very affectionate. With each other at least superficially but since then the a strange man has become quite visible when i tell him something or criticize him he opposes me rebels this is something that gives me a headache so i think a lot about how to bridge this gap and to ease the effects of my detention on my side. Of. The. Plane. 77 percent of the issues that my top. Many Young Africans view providing for their families as an owner. What happens if they barely able to feed themselves. Nigerian freeplay. 77 percent. Next. Traveling through north korea. A group of young german filmmakers decide to give it a go and journey to the secret of the empire of kim jong il. Theyre kept under surveillance we step away filming is strictly forbidden but they do it in a way screenplay. Maybe a glimpse into one of the most closed off societies in the last. 45 minutes w. Competition rivalry marketing numbers atmosphere power fight intuition love hate money millionaires fans friends fans of spain and france all. 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