For me. Is for. Me is for. Beethoven is for. Beethoven is for everyone. Beethoven 2022 the 50th anniversary on d w. Thank you candida look at these people they gathered in front of my house yesterday they surrounded the building to block the entrance and would not let anybody in or out look at them cheering and clapping its so scary. Because you see this one is mr luker from state security. I just have an issue with when i opened the door a man told me if you come out i will kill you. 6 kill him there. I am free now at least physically i was able to leave my apartment and move to a friends house i would have thought that last night but my mind is still very tense. Day i mean one year on the 9th of july 2015 chinas police began arresting lawyers and human rights activists in total almost 300. 00 were detained and have. My husband one shang jiang was one of these lawyers and. Retired you hope to hold your credit for actors after my husband was detained i started writing articles about my experience i went to see government and legal agencies to inquire about my husband thats when i started getting pressure from them what you sow you dont 100 but yeah. She had you in the beginning i lied to my son i said your fathers on a business trip. But one day he suddenly asked me why my mom was my dad in prison. Wow theres still you all were going to have and i want to hit the line with my choice or thats what i want to do is this. Would just get me here and ive got i need the fullest you are allowed to be angry and to express your anger but we do not resort to violence we will use the law to solve this problem. What are the chain your transformation i always knew that my husband risk detention. Center somehow but i did not imagine the kind of hardship we had to enter and that will put it out quickly and in that courtroom there were tensions in the past they would for example arrest democracy activists who have been trying to organize a party but that they would go after a lawyer is on such a scale that is something we did not expect. Richard it would be hard to go through this alone everybody tells you keep quiet dont stir up trouble when i see her we both know we dont want to speak up i just know im going to see the world all of us lawyers wives did not know each other before but this has brought us together to share that moment to the heart. Of a tropical childhood have only become well known to have all your data and the titles. Tell me that we are. To you as i do the war doubts reality i want to do for the most desperate thing about this country is not that people are treated unjustly for. What really causes disappearing is that when that happens nobody is willing to stand up for them and speak out. Moreover few people even dare to show compassion thats right continued and. The. When they cant threaten you they cant cheat you into compliance with promises but when that doesnt work they have no more ways johnsons you continue speaking the truth is the safest option for us is untruth. The end of the need to keep raising our voices we need to continue expressing our resistance and anger towards the relevant departments and we hope people will continue to Pay Attention to their sandbags and then go. To the shitty. Efficiency where yes this is the last time i saw him in the train to sutro. Well what if. They meet and how he went to work on a case i joined him to visit some friends call and from there i went to my hometown so we got you going were all going to be a lot suddenly he stopped answering the phone i tried to get through for a whole morning and usually tell manager then i knew something terrible had happened. But i did not think it would be such a long time that hes out and that you know. During this feel so distant. What you call i know constantly cried for 6 months i cried so much that people got scared when they looked at my face. Every day i would check my phone to see whether there was any news about him i knew that man it would sound kind out one day i tried to read my messages and i could not recognize some of the characters anymore they were blurred becoming thats when i understood that id cry too much. Could have had all. But to pass away i told only one friend. Her surname. And he said well did he ask you. Or did you tell him yourself having a brother that. Oh yes me where my father was i made him promise he wouldnt tell anybody its a secret. Those and im very nervous and excited i did not sleep ive been waiting for this for 3 and a half years and i sent him back today as his cause hearing. And yesterday around 930 i went downstairs state security agent came to see me he told me i was not allowed to go to jean where his trial is held. At noon i looked downstairs i saw 5 state security cars so when i go down in a moment i dont know what will happen so that was how it all fighters from our. Well. We have. To. Come to the k. So we dont im nervous ive been through this many times but each time is different races the adrenaline rises every time and you. Know. I sent you a message yesterday that the trial is not open to the public it concerns state secrets what if my husband disappeared 3 and a half years ago im his wife i have the right to attend his trial this is not about somebodies wife its about state secrets or you. Let me tell you youre still young dont do this kind of work when youre infringing on other peoples dignity youre violating their rights this will take its toll on you as well as all that youve. Got here so youre going to. Indian no i hear number panel today one sean john was sentenced to 4 and a half years in prison but i firmly refused to accept this verdict i do not recognize it i think the reason is that he has remained firm has not cooperated and not pleaded guilty thats why the verdict is so harsh. Well john is not guilty the police and the judges who convicted him. When. He was suffering is most severe in the beginning when they play she will secret prisons. You dont have any contact to the outside world sometimes even the guards dont talk to you towards the end of every day you have to sit or stand youre not allowed to move. After some time they showed me a photo of my son who are came with his mother to look for me my mother told the doctor thats when i collapsed i cried bitterly and couldnt stop for 3 days i would you know poorly with any of this and i think if i had been less resilient psychologically i might have gone mad you know when you were for the daughter. You know you. Know that that one was an app or cut tree. Before you could since i was released in april i feel drawn to nature. I enjoy being outdoors often. So i started getting interested in what all these plants are. Brand recommended and that recognizes. The city thats great to hear that you know that. So much for what i did a war but i dont trust my words to express this feeling to have lost something and then to get it back you know i feel like i cannot find words to express it. It feels like something exceptionally precious. But there is also fear i. Fear that i might use them again i. Know what their users are going to hear see authorities have revoked my license to practice law but im not doing any way against what has been done to me. I want my case to be heard in court. Yeah. The soul gone for leisure just came out my son and i were very affectionate with each other at least superficially but since then the a strange man has become quite visible when i tell him something or criticise him he opposes me rebels this is something that gives me a headache so i think a lot about how to bridge this gap and to ease the effects of my detention on my son general the higher the video you saw. That it. Did. Not. Come. Up. Going. To school like this simple as it seems. To understand the world better we need to take a closer look. Experience knowledge tomorrow change it. Does fast food make outbreak. What we eat. Some decisions. Healthy food smart. Were beginning to realize the importance that while hes out influencing whats going on. W. N n was a little south of i dont know its not easy to go to another country you know nothing about why the film do this because we cant stay on venezuela i dont know what that. Closely global news that matters. Made for months. To me. Hello and welcome to you tomorrow today the science show on d w coming up self taught in cars are just around the corner. Once they hit the roads traffic flow will have to regulate itself or tell them to see to. How far along is the technology for that and is it safe. Also on