Jones. Training success. Tech academy. Starts july 27th. And does it look at these people they gathered in front of my house yesterday they surrounded the Building Block the entrance and would not let anybody out look at them cheering and clapping its so scary. To just this one is mr luker from state security. I dont have an issue and when i opened the door a man told me if you come out i will kill you 6 6 6. Kim there. I am free now at least physically i was able to leave my apartment and move to a friends house i would have thought that last night but my mind is still very tense down. There anywhere on the 9th of july 2015 chinas police began arresting lawyers and human rights activists in total almost 300. 00 were detained and. My husband one shang jiang was one of these lawyers. Retired you hope the whole what you did 28 years after my husband was detained i started writing articles about my experience i went to see government and legal agencies to inquire about my husband thats when i started getting pressure from them what you sow you know and related by. My education in the beginning i lied to my son i said your fathers on a business trip. But one day he suddenly asked me my mom why is my dad in prison. Was the 1st you know 7 what. I want to hear my twisting words thats what i want to do you know. What jack. And i got on you the fullest you are allowed to be angry and to express your anger but we do not resort to violence we will use the law to solve this problem. What i mean cheney all the time tonight i always knew that my husband risk detention. Better somehow but i did not imagine the kind of hardship we had to enter on or put it out or dance and that. There were tensions in the past they would for example arrest democracy activists who have been trying to organize a party but that they would go after lawyers on such a scale that is something we did not expect you were sure it would be hard to go through this alone everybody tells you keep quiet dont stir up trouble when i see her we both know we dont speak up i. Would all of us lawyers wives did not know each other before but this has brought us together to share that moment to the kernel. Of the tropical china whatever he would have no doubt also related to titles. That we are. So yes i do the. Order for the most desperate thing about this country is not that people are treated unjustly for. What it really causes disappearing is that when that happens of that nobody is willing to stand up for them and speak out and sawyer moreover few people even dare to show compassion. For. The. South. When they cant threaten you they cant cheat you into compliance with promises but when that doesnt work they have no more ways than to continue speaking the truth is the safest option for us is it untruth. I want my help with end of the i need to keep raising our voices we need to continue expressing our resistance and anger towards the relevant departments and we hope people will continue to Pay Attention to their son by them and or would learn that they were cheated of one born to the shitty. Digital youth this is the last time i saw him in the train to sutro i wish. To meet him had he went to see joe to work on a case i joined him to visit some friends call and from there i went to my hometown so eagerly to be were all having our suddenly he stopped answering the phone i tried to get through for a whole morning and truly was Home Ownership then i knew something terrible had happened. But i did not think it would be such a long time that hes out there as you know. During this feel so distant. What you quote i constantly cried for 6 months i cried so much that people got scared when they looked at my face. Every day i would check my phone to see whether there was any news about him i mean that man actually sound kind out one day i tried to read my messages and i could not recognize some of the characters anymore they were blurred becoming one thats when i understood that id cry too much you could have had all. But a castle like i told only one friend. Her so me. I had to how did he ask you. Or did you tell him yourself having a brother and that. The yesterday where my father was i made him promise he wouldnt tell anybody its a secret. No and im very nervous and excited i did not sleep ive been waiting for this for 3 and a half years and i sent him back today is his court hearing. And its already here yesterday around 930 i went downstairs the state security agent came to see me he told me i was not allowed to go to tianjin where his trial is held so you know at noon i looked down stairs i saw 5 state security cars so when i go down in a moment i dont know what will happen so that wont help at all fighters in my. Own home. To. Come to take a go with them im nervous ive been through this many times but each time is different races the adrenaline rises every time and you. Know. I sent you a message yesterday the trial is not open to the public it concern state secrets what my husband disappeared 3 and a half years ago im his wife i have the right to attend his trial this is not about somebody his wife its about state secrets. Let me tell you youre still young dont do this kind of work when youre infringing on other peoples dignity by leaving their rights this will take its toll on you as well as a whole there you. Go oh god yeah so youre not im not. Undiano i hear im being panned today one son john was sentenced to 4 and a half years in prison but i firmly refused to accept this verdict i do not really enjoys it i think the reason is that he has remained firm has not cooperated and not pleaded guilty thats why the verdict is so harsh. Well john is not guilty the police and the judges who convicted him. When. He was suffering his most severe in the beginning when they play she will secret prisons. You dont have any contact to the outside world sometimes even the guards dont talk to you. Every day you have to sit or stand youre not allowed to move. After some time they showed me a photo of my son where i came with his mother to look for me my mother told it up here thats when i collapsed i cried bitterly and couldnt stop for 3 days poorly with any of this and i think if i had been less resilient psychologically i might have gone mad and when you were for the other. You know your photo. Was. This it that one was you see an app or country. Before you. And since i was released in april i feel drawn to nature you know i enjoy being outdoors often. So i started getting interested in what all these plants are. Brand recommended and after that recognizes down to the city thats great to hear that you know that. So much for what he did or i dont trust my words to express this feeling to have lost something and then to get it back you know like i cannot find words to express it. It feels like something exceptionally precious. That there is also fear. Fear that i might lose them again i dont. Know what their users are going to see authorities have revoked my license to practice law but i dont feel in any way against what has been done to me. I want my case to be heard in court. Were gone fullers or i just came out my son and i were very affectionate. 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