The of the, my family story is inseparable from the story of my country. Even though ive never really lived there, we moved around or not. And i grew up in x. So because of the war. Ready ready ready ready the my father founded the saddam peoples incorporation movement, the scale and in 1983. With my mother by his side he led an Armed Struggle against islam extend a mental list of government based in the north of the country. For the Self Determination of the people in the south and democratic transformation of a whole country, it was a civil war characterized by ethnic as well as religious differences, the others in the country. Oh no, it is not the girl said oh no, it is not the way but it is on all the ideas that the good the 500 different annoys this to a man that was the i i would say it is a good score. The in 2005 the are skillen in the cities doesnt sign in historic piece agreement. The my father became Vice President. It looked as though he was going to deliver on the promise of deliberations. 2 people were elated glucose but it didnt last long. On the morning of july 31st 2005, we woke up to the shopping news of the death of doctor john got up. Can be sworn in after the 1st Vice President auster then become the 2nd most powerful person in the country. My father spent 21 years at moore and died after 21 days in office, the re to it the country as a family, as my fathers body. I never forget the sound of despair that started from a distance and rumbled like it was coming from the or the my mother became a widow. The or she turned 50 the i was 16 to her grease. She didnt only has a family to altogether, people began to call her mother of the nation. The oh, yeah. Oh, the soon after we lost my father, my mother started sharing her dreams infused with me. Always in the early hours of the morning, she stepped into our countrys political arena, with the fear that my father died in vain and yearning for us her children. To come home. I decided to start filming, or mourning conversations in search of my mothers dreams. In search of home, these photos, 1977. This could spending tended babies must be a yeah. Let me see. Lets see. Do we need to bring it up . I dont know. Thats okay. Yeah. So this is my daughter quad. When was that . The 20 now growing old. Familiar, what do you spend my time . I dont know when i put the napkins with us. Oh and my mother. Mm hm. And this picture is 1985 look at the im on the icon x folks. So 3 of the things i pray hard my doctor to see while im still and i for us personally. So thats what i want. Thats how i wanted to leave my children. I didnt want to leave them in a country where people are divided into pieces even even to their own call. 6 years after we lost my father, the people of the south voted to separate from sudan in the referendum. And the new country was born. South sedan we flooded the streets with renewed help and the new home, the nation is full, see themselves to dawn is nothing less than electric. Just 2 years after independence. We fell back into another civil war after the struggle no longer for freedom. But these powers shut within our own good to night to begin with, claims of and attempted to insults. Who does it started with our president . So its a cute, accusing his deputy, the uk much and others of trying to over through his government as a victim who have lost their Blood Pressure is really what we thought for one way of being produced here. Since im not going the way we are the way you know what his trouble, i would not be part of. My mother was forced back into exile to neighboring kenya for speaking out against leadership that she had spent decades and struggle with. Another agreement in a piece itself to don pc this time to do that provides for mind that this thing finalized president s and 550. 00 members of follow up with after a series of failed attempts to restore peace, an agreement was reached in 2018 and now we find ourselves holding our branch the the. 4 now im not the, not the leaving. Ready the, i dont, i dont know, i went there by guy and you dont qualify for that. The only got one for the, you know, the, i need to know that im going to be and one of the amounts you can tell much about the noise. You know, the problem, the amount of work is due by the way, you bought it, the, the, the, the, the human on july, the done the while, but dont you, they get the, the new piece agreement trying to the possibility of my mother joining a government of National Unity for the deadline for it to be formed in november 2019. After years in exile we came home the this is home land. My father gave his knife to land to which i feel d. T boned the. C the inside so done, my fathers image surrounds us. Imagine and remember, different versions of him. Transform him into the here we can see the day he died as an armoire thursday. He is our founding father. Our departed father of the liberation struggle. So what about our mother who was here the my familys my was done, accessed the when would you put to then 1st the 6 could you say mine would be a design for a lot of my family. So they sent me some of the ones who left the office. I went to my husband for my sick, by the way of people to be mistreated. It had to me i came home, it was a decision that both has to be me that at to have a lot people out the can. Im assuming the car with you last time ever been would be okay with it. Okay, well im gonna be in the okay. Yeah, im older and im back. Im the president. To do i have to keep quiet about that. No, i dont even dream a lot. It was no good says that we should be content with the what do we have . Mm hm. Yeah. Yeah. Its to me but to continue advising because my children will come to the politics. Which one . Yeah, im queer now. Queer for them to be honest with me. While you arrows, well theyve got a young when you say about us, all of us, maybe you know when you are there because what theyre doing and its politics. If i have to vote for a sibling and the vote for young career yeah. The the, the so you know, im, i told i told you that i applied to jump and um i applied for a piece of development studies. So i said i would rather study piece, been confident, right . Yes. And, and how this hills constant trauma off on trauma one trauma can continue to cause instability, politically and can hold peace is like, cuz the leadership is also trauma. Not just the people trying to go through the door that says to go to any of these details, you must have one video mazda. But usually by says, this occurred in the following young queered from behind the camera. She seemed so sure footed when the civil war broke out, she quit her job to help our mother. Shes giving our new country her vote of confidence. It says though shes laying down the one bridge she has and hoping that more will follow the height of my when i look around japan capital, i see abandoned construction abandoned hope. There arent many viable ways to make a living because our economy is so dysfunctional. Currency about a child and inflated i also see the blue chairs that got the streets from the small tea shops. Most of them set up and run by women. Some very young. Theyre trying to find a way i admire them to the same way as of delays and even more frustration for the african union. The for mention of the units a government is do. It is crucial that new Government Works on the south center and it works real quick to to the deadline for government formation has come and gone. Making the tenuous piece more fragile. And the weight, heavier, the theyre all waiting for things to get better. Not for stronger peace and stability, but waiting for me at my mothers house as worlds apart from waiting elsewhere in the capital and beyond. It seems impossible to reconcile our experiences. Our privilege compared to the overwhelming light that surrounds us. Our traditions and modernity. My mother in bodies this paradox. Like my father, she grew up poor with few opportunities. She also insisted that my sisters and i learn how to cook clean, take care of children. So that sunday wed make good wives and mothers there never seemed to be a contradiction between these things for her. So now i wanted to ask with all these kids on the table. Hm. You select the country heritage but for the past to hold young peoples dreams. Probably it was new to the country visually. The latest news and im the lead designated for a lot of the young people degree in the country. I would say for the time being not or do we have to wait until that leadership is gone. Nope. Nothing your signature, nothing easier. Well see that we come into the. Ringback the. Ringback ringback the always maybe going to help with that point you made of the Vice President of the property for that part of the 20, the president the the thing guys the the the, the Vice President , the, the, to the, you know, i the only the it please the oh, thank you. The on the 21st of february 2020 president sell for keys issued a decree appointing 5 of the Vice President s from opposing parties, including my mother the. I remember just days before my father was sworn in as Vice President , gathering the courage to ask my parents if everything was going to be ok. It sounds innocent, but i grew up with a sense of duty. Thats f no room for doubt. That made it difficult to ask such questions. The i didnt know that i was going to be able to do like it loose fuel efficient seems to be last. And i dont like my my facing the government is not only my face but doing good. And that has to be careful and with the last thing we have the same thing. You should know by and be the one that we cannot work on. We need those ministers to be appointed, but that as the close of the the selection, i think the it is still a Sticking Point that fighting over the the ministries. And im far from it for the governor to throw me the women gender swisher lamp. Every minute that weve had to go with it, they wanted to see the ministers went to the side flying. But they dont know that the human Human Resources is the primary resource for the nation. And im happy with it. Later on this event, real popular, they went out and said that im making a core against what brought it about 102013. Why dont we do do the governor . The homecoming 2nd accept president s and there was an adviser to president to my position was there, but i was against what were doing is asking them as a ruling pat soon i thought was president many times and president was not giving an ear. So this is the 2nd me as enemy. So he wasnt being to me, why am i saying that there was no clue. He said that i should have said that there was close and that these people, those up on that to be and i will not accept that. So i was against that and i was against the direction we were taking this last billing. But the social and i dont have any good. I just didnt see my political. Yes. I was happy with the way he was taking things. Yeah. Hes in there. People still havent forgiven him. Yeah. Data. These people i know godly people, theyve got can forgive us for the whole good. I just want to know this be off is like the dont know how this interview going to come. Interview me where my head has been caught, especially so really the goal is this a week . Notice my after a pub this is how this how i achieve. Oh gosh, the secrets i hear the come on then into what . Ditch. Wow, look, so we go. Yeah. You look like march sims or so when i 1st came to do that, i feel like i would cry almost every time like i was so sensitive is all of these things that i have to come to terms with like moving back. Youre not speaking the language trying to kind of fit in trying to i was so conflicted. I didnt even know if i wanted it was, it was tough to at times and i would like, i didnt even want to wake up because i didnt even have a job so i didnt know what i was doing so so, so id go to my, my crying say im, i dont know whats wrong with me and like, i couldnt even talk to people i communicate. So ive kind i know that my, my black everything. Ok, interesting the writings. But um, this time, i dont know why i just asked who i was come to crying like this, but has the required for you like this . And she was like, you know, one time i dont know what happened. I think it was under a lot of pressure and she said that he cried for like 5 minutes describing when they were much younger. Older it was during the Movement Days must have been made or is our last year and it doesnt leave after in the when i left not totally to kinda look at i remember thinking to myself, if anything were to happen to i could say i could manage like i could survive that losing him, but if anything was happened to momma, i couldnt survive that. And then i remember like scolding myself for even thinking Something Like that. Sometimes i forget his face sometimes. I mean just the paper, right . Let me everywhere. But like how it kind of me me oh anyway of the. 2 i told myself that if anything kicks off again, im not going to be away happening. Im going to be close to my. If theres any kind of insecure, it is 2013. I remember sitting by the tv sleeping every day. I was like, im going to make it home. She didnt make, i was terrified. I think that trauma kind of stayed with me, but i think thats maybe the decision. Maybe that was the decision that i took to come to you, but im never going to happen that im away from my mouth. And this im just getting off or wherever. I wouldnt be the question as and ask why you chose not to, to marry me. If theres less than that, i wouldnt think to ask, but someone else might see. No, no. Im assuming why we all find the way many matter what. Some people get nobody to behave like my husband in law the the the, the. 2 2 the, the to the the, yeah, the the view you have, what is that right . Were going to go to do here by so i have my own might be good as the Vice President that as the wife, president of the department, of course, also don. I have the faithful inventor religious. Im back to that if im going to go south. So have me got that i can now they come in and kind of email or this. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. So the citizen. Oh, good mind the internet at this place. I am addressing you today for the 1st time as one of the Vice President brought in this position by the, by the large piece agreement on the resolution to the conflict is also done on this. So good, a good country. We must in these beautiful views today, united together and move forward as one people, the ceiling. When youre sworn in do you live in now . Im thinking of what, how to begin to what are we to do . Because expectation is immense. Is fast expectation of the people and we, as we do this, we should be sitting down and think of that. So when we receive that day, its not a pipe. Its not a prestige. But they tell people thats also down on what you this the after the swearing and you questions are taking. Okay, what is the vision beyond the struggle . Ok. The short history of our country a civil war, 2 years after independence and no into the instability. Insight my mothers tapping into the role that my father died in will not be history repeating itself. Shes not going to be a martyr since integration struggle. She will more than likely be remembered for what she does in this new position. And attack this yeah. Thats, thats about so to the also same Emergency Action for the insecurity, the region is, talks about a rough estimate of the process is in, in new haven line. Since the heat subsidized on blue region, for the level has referred to movies into one other, have moved to destroy many homes and assessments that United Nations office for the course emotional. You might need to run the fast food, an estimate of 100. 00 them to, to several 1000 sources. Have already been discussed. Now clear, organize the mission to survey what people are calling the worst slides in our recorded history. The of the theyve intensified existing problems. Over 100000 people have lost their homes and livelihoods and many more have been affected. The law is still getting what is not the website im human that we need to documented now and then also to, to start to see some areas you can identify small islands of higher ground. But theres some areas like this where it was completely slowly tight as you can see. And you can see over here, this is 0. This is what would be their own Little Village to 91 last time this yeah. The city and the water certainly is nothings yet people enough to survive. Yeah. So people lives were still going on is still continuing, but there was, theres a request from the company. There would be the time that the sink and the police have to just the in or the use of being to me again the, the, the well hi. Ha, ha, ha. Ha. Did not the bye. Hey, i need to know why you got my key. I did the because i was part of the strongest. I wanted also to be part of the mission really wanted to do that. So i took it upon myself as a citizen of this country. So i wanted to see how i can contribute to the people. So that kind of the same time on the woman im the mother to the, to the young ladies. So i wanted to to mentor them in this girlfriend to let them know that. And if it is possible, the young lady is a young man. The youth and dana know we met, but we need to give them an opportunity. Right now were not doing that. What we call for a wedding. The officer told me that what was being done on to us is waiting until our people are now even worse than what the enemy was doing to us. Yes we have for you to come see for the creator has to come with with some advantages to the people. Its the it looks like there is no peace on the other side of freedom and home is not a place. So 1st i still dont know what it means to be solved. So denise, i do know that the promise of liberation and independence. Its not the reality of liberation and independence. The i look to my mother vanelle also to my sister and the young women who support their families by serving t on the roadside. 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