he'd open up the trunk of the cadillac, reach around in there, run around, look this way, look that way, wipe the bottle off like this after he opened it and just chug it down. we would look out the window. and we were just little kids. >> behind the shed. >> the bubbles. he'd be drinking. this is the cowboy hat he'd wear. >> ray has more recent momentos as well. like this photograph taken by a friend shortly after his release. >> it was raining real, real bad. i was having a hard time adjusting to getting me out. i felt like the whole world was on my shoulders. just went over there and sit in the rain. >> sat in the rain? >> sat in the rain. it was so, so free. i just cried. you know, i'm -- i'm saying, thank god i'm free. all those years locked up. i'm sitting in the rain, up in the mountains. just smell the smell, and smell the rain. >> the evergreen.