"I feel lost and need to find my place again; I need to snap out of this; I desperately wanna communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay," she added. Teigen added that she belongs to the "cancel club" and mentioned that it's a "fascinating thing" as she learned many lessons. In addition, the "Lipsync Battle" host mentioned that she's not sure whether to post the update or not because she believes that she's going to get "brutally picked apart." She concluded the statement by writing that she can't stay silent anymore and joked about a "cancel club reunion" so she could finally leave her couch.