And uh while i was crawling around there was uh there was body parts on the one of these unfortunate men his arm was was in the field and it was um like its its surreal its its like a bad night america and youre telling you youre just ignoring that and uh eventually then um heard walkie talkies this was after about an hour, i spent about an hour crawling around the field and telling the lads that you know i said tonys fine, and i said to fran, you know, brian is is seems to be up for the count, but does be back to with help, and um, heard these walkie talkies and was convinced that the man had come back to to finish off this thing, heard somebody jump down into the field and i said to myself, im going to stand up, im not going to die line down, so i stood up and faced what i could hear coming towards me and light on my face and i remember man saying were the police on and uh i went to walk towards him and the the ground was sort of was on the even and i actually tripped and he caught me, there was another. Those two police men, they caught me, they eventually got me inter the hospital and um, i remember being, they were running down this corridor with me and all the lights flying past me and they put me up on on on on an operating table and and they were questioning me, there was men there questioning me, and i dont know whether there were doctors or police or whatever it was, but there were uh one of them said uh, you know, um, what happened to you . And i said uh, i fell through a ditch, thats the only explanation i gave him, i fell through a ditch, and he said, well, youve got some scratches and marks, he said, what are they . I said, well, the ditch, and uh, there was a this nurse came over and she had a scissors, and she, i had a blue jumper on me and a sort of black jeans and uh, and she said, um, im going to cut this now, i said, no, not, she said, ive got to cut this off, she had to say, i said, i just bought it last week, so i put my hands back and they gave in and they they actually took it off me without cutting it, so i was happy enough with that, and the these people were pointing and the had a small uh wound on the right and a a small wound on the left, and these were the entry and exit ones, i just kept saying you, i felt through a ditch, and the i remember the. One man said, um, uh, what were you doing up here . They obviously heard my accent, which isnt isnt northern accent, said said, what are you doing up here . And i said, i was playing, yeah, i had no idea that they didnt know who we were, you know, because we go into a shop, Everybody Knows who we are, you know, um, and uh, i said, i was playing, and he said, he said, playing at what . So eventually uh, i said playing music, and um, i think they started to realize this is band mixing all these machines started to come down, i think was xrays or Something Like that, and all the banging and the noise from these, and next thing i woke up hours, hours later, eight or nine hours later and. Um, its just my wife was just standing there, she had been dead, billy and marie brought her up, and when they arrived at daisy hill hospital, um, um, there was a. Lot of security, theres a lot of commotion outside daisy hill and uh and billy went straight over to the the security man with he had a like a clipboard and billy said were here to see Stephen Travers and uh and anne was there she i mean you think about she was like she was only 21 you know 20 22 21 22 and uh and uh he said uh Travis Travers he looked on the clip book oh yeah hes dead and billy said, no, check it again, he said, were told hes that hes hes uh that hes hes okay, and he said, all my mistake, hes in theater, and um, so eight or nine hours, but i have to say uh, disney hill hospital within 24 hours, 48 hours of the whole thing happening, gave me back my my faith in mankind, the just amazing people, you know, amazing people, steve, its an extraordinary story. Uh and no matter no matter how many times i hear it, its just um it it stays with me, i mean its took you many years, its taken you many years sorry to come to terms with what it happened, but also youve been engaged in a journey of reconciliation from that, which is you know speaking to you before, has been very very important for you, you want to talk about that, as you say coming to terms with it is is is is is important, i dont know if you ever come to terms with you. Actually accept that something happened, um, you never quite understand it, and uh, and for me its not an extraordinary story at all, its its my life, i dont know any other life, and this is the case with many victims, uh, but for all those years up until 2016, until we, number of us got together, and eugene reeve, whose three brothers were murdered on the 4th of january, 1976, hes and joe kampel whose father was murdered in kushindall, actually by the same, the same man was involved, the jackel the jackel robin jack jackson um uh killer for hire and working working both with the special branch and with mi5, um, we got together there was an event in in the uk was run by michael oher whose little sister magella oher was murdered. Uh in in 76 and i think it was august 76 and it it was a bring people together from both communities who had been uh had been impacted by the troubles uh one of the other speakers on that particular event his his his his his his wife had been killed in the shankel road bombing and um there was there was four of us uh talking about our experiences because its important to to talk about these things so. People understand the futility and the failure of violence and uh we decided that the event that was almcbr was the the mans name whose wife sharen was was murdered in on the shenkel road bombing but um when when we began to realize you know theres more theres more about other people as well as me you know its its so i had been focusing for all of these years on myself and my own story and then i started to hear all the peoples stories, i thought, you know, well, its important that that that society understands what happened, because you have to understand the past, its like, people often say, well, lets move on, but if you go down to to do your driving test a, and you turn up without rearview mirror, youll fail the test, you have to know where whats behind you before you can, you can navigate safely into the future, so its important uh, that we no, so it started to to understand all the peoples stories. First of all, i wasnt alone uh in this, i wasnt, this was, this was a journey that we all had to had to make and to come to terms with and to understand, you cant, you cant excuse the things that happened, but began to look at the word, the big word for me now is context, you know, why people do certain things, i believe that the people who who were there on the night and even those with the you know screaming and shouting the obsenities. But they actually you know the products of of of uh the times the were in the also products of of of of the society that they grew up with and if youre bounced on your knee by your grandfather and tid you to hate the person who lives across the road because they say different prayers to the same god youre going to believe that you know and and this fear and all of these things its not excusing these things but um so the the journey the reconciliation journey started off with using the word reconciliation and then we we noticed that words like reconciliation meant Different Things to different people, to people down in the south who. unfortunately know little or nothing about what happened in the north, they think reconciliation is, lets build you know a big expensive peace bridge in the north and we get both factions uh tell them behave themselves meet in the middle and hug each other, thats not, thats not going to happen, thats not, its not feasible, it wouldnt happen anywhere, so i began to understand the whole thing, so and more and more it just there was two things that just came to the for me, was first of all education, education is to understand what happened, why it happened, its not, its not enough to understand what happened, just always ask the question, why did it happen . And um, terrible things, once once once the killing starts and once once somebody on either side or and it wasnt just two sides because it was orchestrated by as as tommy sans, the great singer songwriter said to me one time, tommy has a beautiful song, i would call there were roses, its about two two young friends, catholic and protestant, and were up in his house in ros trever one time, and there was lots of guitars and everything around, this is not too long ago and i said to tommy sing, sing there were roses and he sang it and it brought it back you know the the because we were mixed band and and i remember saying to tommy, god tomble things done by by both sides during the conflict and hes a wise, wise old man, he said, um, i say old, he wont like that, but uh, he said, um, oh, he said terrible things indeed, he said, but there was a terrible thing there in the first place to make it happen, and in my new book, i actually finish with that sentence, because there was an unjust, it was an unjust society, it was, it was was injustice there, and uh, but as i say, when you know. When when when either side starts to kill the innocent and murder the innocent whether its you know whether its the miami or claudy or or whether its you know and skillen or the or or or the revies or the odouds or anything you can go on forever with these things but we have to say we have to call it out and say you murdering people is wrong and it it but we cant say well you im going to blame you for this now im going to you know im never going to have anything to do with you. Unless this dialogue here, we have to, we have to, dialogue is really, really important, we wouldnt have had the good friday agreement without dialogue, and our Organization Top through, you can see it on tarp. Ie, but it was very, very successful in so far is bringing people, letting them tell their stories, but theres a danger in that as well, that it becomes very sophisticated sort of very sophisticated. What about exercise . And youre inclined to want to balance the books, well if somebody here from one com in one community, because Neither Community has a monopoly on suffering or loss, but you somebody, you say, well, weve heard the story of this person, we better get somebody from the other side and hear that story, so as we, and that doesnt work, and its something that you know, in the years since we formed her, but trying to balance. The books is is not healthy, somebody who is impacted by one side or the other is entitled to stand up and tell their story on their own, and they should be able to tell their story on their own, just as im doing here now, and they shouldnt have to have somebody from the other side to tell their story to balance it out, um, and the people on the other side should also be able to tell their story without having to having to, because what happens is you get this, you get this phenomenon where. when you hear these stories uh and youre trying to balance the books, people who are are you know especially in this out or in the uk or wherever say ah one was as bad as another you know theyre all the same theyre all attitude they should have got a bit of sense and it wasnt like that its its context and every single uh killing every single thing has has its own context it didnt rely on Something Else and you cant say i was justified to kill somebody because somebody kill my neighbor, it isnt like that, so we have to hear individual stories. The other thing then is that that, as i say cliches become this sort of firewall for us, we say, you know, we talk about what happened on bloody sunday, but we dont mention the names of the people, you talk about dublin bombings or the dublin, we dont mention the people, we they become a cliche, we talk about omar, ennis gillen, there are some people, you youll never forget. Wilsons voice, but then again at the same, the vast majority of the people who are who died during the troubles, they become, they become cliches rather than actual individuals, because. Is inconvenience for people to have to say these were real human beings, but we do have to know the stories, because the alternative it is if you know violence, as i say, it doesnt work, you can see its not working anywhere in the world, and theres always itll go on for hundred years and another hundred years and it will still never stop, so hopefully the message comes across that the only reason im telling these telling this story are are talking about the actual horror. Of it, its so that people will say, i dont want that for my kids. Steve, its always great to have you in belfast, and i want you to do one last thing before we finish, you said you had new book, do you want to plug the new book . I thought, thank god for that, i thought youre going to ask me to sing a song, i never, um, or play the guitar, um, yeah, we have have new book, the uh, the book we we brought out. In 2007 was called obviously the miami show band massaker survivor search for the truth um and that led to the Netflix Documentary uh so it was brought the story to a global audience like your film you mean theres Nothing Better to you than to get people into a theater showed on television this new book is actually called the base player and the nature of base player somebody sort of stands back at least in my in my case, the vast majority of vs like to stand back and uh lay down a groove and and work with the drammer and not be the one that has to get out there and and and and front the band and smile and jump around the place and all that, we were the ones that stayed back, so in that context, i i hope that you know im able to maybe talk about the things that ive seen, talk about the things that were in front of me, anybody could write a book about the. Show and massager this time, but uh, how, how it, how, how it changes your life, how it uh, makes you different from the person that i began at 24, complacent, arrogant, somebody, you know, who who couldnt care less about what was happening in the north, uh, um, to somebody who cares passionately, now about about um, about what happens to our people on this island and and on these islands, but it was a. Learning corve and its taken me next year will be the will be the 50th anniversary and its taken me this long to realize that every single incident my uh my experience everybodys experience whether its you know all of these wellknown atrocities or whether its the ones that people never get an opportunity to speak about youre all connected were all connected and together i think theres no bet antidote to uh to violence, no better deterrent to uh um any of these evils that brought brought all of all of those debts about than the voice of the victim, i think the voice of the victim is very very important and there are some ill ill never forget listening one morning i was listening to uh i think it was the nolen show we dont get that down s but i live in cork now but i could hear somebody rang me said it turn on the internet and you can hear the is theres a discussion on about the the troubles and there was this lady and she came on and she apparently she had been on the day before and she had been talking about her husband who was killed 40 or 50 years prior to that and i hadnt heard that particular conversation but she unusually she was back on the following day and she came back to say thanks very much to the presenter uh for having her on. And she said, the reason i want to thank you for having me on yesterday, she said, because before i was on your program yesterday, i was nobody, and my husband was nobody, but since i spoke on the program, she said, i am somebody, and my husband is somebody, and i felt guilty because i mean, ours is very high profile case, and the rock and roll element in our thing, you know, actually gets the attention of people, generations in the future all, because is always this. Rock and roll rebel type of connection that you you know young people have, so we have that advantage, but i remember feeling very guilty listening to that lady and thinking to myself, you know, im taking it for granted that that our story is well known, so whenever i speak about about these things now, i also like to remind people that, im im only one of over three and a half thousand people, you know, when it came to to to people who were killed, but there was. 44, 45,00 people injured in that, so if by telling my story uh, if if that makes somebody stop and think, you know, theres a better way to do this, theres a better lets. Lets lets talk about it is not going to be easy, so the difference, the journey that ive had from being this uh, you know, couldnt care less about what was happening just up the road from us to to where i am now, im a slow learner, but at least i think i think uh, its important, my journey is important, so the base player is that journey, its the story, that the the new book which will be out at the end of this year, its a story of the journey. And the ark of the journey and where and and and how i got here, so i hope i hope that hope thatll be my legacy in at this particular book the bas, well we all be looking forward to to reading that dave, thanks once again want to thank you for coming to belfast, always good to have you here, its always great to be in belfast, thank you, thanks, and that does it for another week, wed like for you to join the conversation by sharing the link to todays program to help us grow our audience across all our social media platforms and once again like to thank our special guest steve travers, in the meantime the conversation will be back next week with more investigations and analysis. Im sean murray, bye for now. Ramadan in iran where ancient traditions blend with modern celebrations to create a truly unforgettable spiritual journey where everything comes alive with the spirit of the holy month, a unique experience like other. These and more on this edition of iran today. 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