back to the dakota. >> i had a premonition that this is the last time i was going to leave my hotel room. i hadn't seen him up to that point, that's what makes it interesting, i wasn't sure he was in the building. and then i left the hotel room, bought a copy of "the catcher in the rye," signed it to holden caulfield from holden caulfield, and wrote underneath that, "this is my statement," underlining the word "this," the emphasis on the word "this." i had planned not to say anything after the shooting. >> that morning, chapman meets another fan named paul gorish. gorish, an amateur photographer, had come to know lennon personally. one of his photos was later used as the cover for lennon's posthumous single "watching the wheels." >> when i got there, there was a guy standing on the archway on the right side as you enter the dakota. he was holding a copy of "double fantasy" in his left arm. and this guy approached me and said, are you waiting for