with your kid, you are drugging your kid. >> ironic. even hypocritical she said, because the medications that were prescribed for jay were stronger than cannabis. >> they were essentially, tranquilizers, they are kind of a chemical lobotomy. >> like the zartlers, marie tried all the conventional medicine to help her son, and none of it worked and it was brutal. >> as soon as he got up, he would start to scream, whale and as a person, he didn't want to be touched. he had a lot of aggressions. he would attack us all the time. >> the college professor and award-winning writer used her skills to search for answers. consistently her research kept