>> when the doctor said you're having a heart attack, did you think of your father >> naturally, and it is genetic. every june 9, i used to think i was going to die. >> a lot of weight to carry. >> death is final. >> let me ask you a question, larry. you're not old, but you are not 22 anymore. when that day approaches now, what do you think? >> i don't want to die, because i don't believe you're going anywhere. my wife is a devout mormon. mormons believe you go to the other side. maybe i'm to into the world and interviewing, i've met all the religious leaders and they've never given me the answer to one essential question, why the holocaust? why katrina? god could have prevented katrina, right? omnipotent. why? and they always answer, we don't question the ways of the lord.