>> did you want to kill your husband, crystal? >> no. i just wanted him to stop. sometimes i think to myself when i saw his hand flinch that had the gun in it, was he just flinching? but i don't regret defending myself because if i didn't do what i did, i would have decide that night. >> it's taken crystal 30 years to find peace with her crime. but there are some crimes that make peace impossible. >> hi, sarah. >> hey. >> how are you doing? >> all right. nervous. >> feeling a little nervous? >> a little bit. >> take a deep breath. ladies and gentlemen, your attention please. geico would like to take a moment to say thank you