Station program is fun and baseless it doesnt make any sense to. Talk of war long. Gone and more lucrative than a large number of them are already out of the country. And only two thousand and seventeen when that mare was shams and puya in the Afghan Capital how they fared since then. On our return a year later we start off by looking for. In january two thousand and seventeen the varian officials have deported the rejected Asylum Seeker to kabul. We first met him sing not about. That but about ways that i slit my wrists. I cant remember how i did it but i recall the policeman saying if you try to kill yourself or Something Like that it will sedate you and put you on the plane to afghanistan anyway mind im about out also. Chums was one of two hundred forty four afghans who were deported from germany on charter flights between december two thousand and sixteen and may two thousand and eighteen. Doctors in germany had certified that the young man was at risk the suicide and was suffering from severe depression he had neither family no friends in kabul. Has any contacts back then was up to go for founder of an Aid Organization for deportees. I wasnt contact with chance for a long time because of the support that he used to receive from the network in germany and the madison he was and then his suddenly disappeared you know. We couldnt get in touch with him for a long time. Then at some point a blurry photo appeared on social media push oms living on the streets. He reappeared and called me one day and said that ok he had an accident which he had broken has raised his food. As if he was in a very bad shape you know and he was not able to walk for a long time and then again he disappeared and since then i havent heard anything from him i dont know who we are is he i dont know whether hes ok or not or whats happening with him right now. For weeks all our inquiries lead to nothing. Seemed to vanish. Those that or deported a year of school a lot of number of them are already out of the country most of them are either in turkey or iran or the very few that are a second call who are kind of weird thing for a chance to them a chance means the lives of the resource and its only money from the big can make it possible to get out of the country. As shown also after afghanistan again is he like so many other deportees on his way back to europe. And what has happened to his fellow return east. For the first time in fifteen months we meet up again in kabul with poorly a rough young. Give us a call and you expect something terrible to happen any seconds on the street or wherever you might be thats why i cant move around freely as i try to hide and i dont tell everyone where i am. Ill avoid being. Who had lived in germany for six years before he was scheduled to deportation in late two thousand and sixteen he found out about it in time and left the country voluntarily. That enabled him once he was in kabul to reapply for a german visa. But i didnt know what got us to c. S. First by gordon yet things here in afghanistan have grown awful much worse than i expected. So with that i thought it might have gotten a bit better as on the ship i have problems with several groups or not with everyone. But based on everything ive seen this is not a place where i can imagine living wish me a forest and council to live in. Oh yeah had spent fifty five days in various hiding places throughout afghanistan fearing for his life. Hes a stamp and hed made and he would videos that were also seen in afghanistan he was afraid that the taliban had him in the sights. A lot of me but i think. It was awful. In the meantime we are a few on has returned to germany seems to me me me me me me in the moon im just thinking. He hit the jackpot and what might be called the lottery of destinys known as deportation policy just after two months the German Embassy in kabul told him that he would be able to return legally to germany he had no prior convictions had a job offer and many supporters who went to bat for him. Today he lives in a small apartment in hama nephron fact. He proved his how many im with him from afghanistan. This is my new baby this is my baby inside my instrument with them and though i have to have my instrument wherever i go like every musician out of the girls that will it also means a lot to me because i played this instrument when i was in afghanistan and now id like to sing this its the same. Maad all. Arab head. In. Korea is now officially an Asylum Seeker he has a job as a musician an actor and a theater and im stuck and hes married a german afghan woman. Order. So hows the baby is she its our nation im basically at home now in germany i lost everything i had in afghanistan. For the part from my family i have nothing in afghanistan that i can but in my thoughts in my spirit im always in afghanistan with my family. And thats of the last week i had a concert and i had to sing thats why im days hundred sickness in german off towards. The side and that was my texts i shall never see my homeland again. On the new the high maybe that time there was pretty tough for me and this and hot for me the idea of never seeing my homeland again im again come. Here in tone between two worlds is the price that refugees pay for their new life and italy as apartment and hannah and afghan music t. V. Program plays nonstop. He knows many of the pop stars personally some of them have also fled afghanistan. Now korea is grateful to be fairly secure in germany you recalls only too well when he. Building status a temporary stay of deportation it was a time of knowing uncertainty. And trust me still zero young for seven years i didnt feel at home because there was this constant fear that any day a new law or regulation could common they deport me. Were afraid of so many things what might happen and what they might decide to do to us to meet him one hundred. Two year commutes every week between now and im stuck where he has worked at the State Theatre on the way he meets a young afghan shafi he knows from the theater his asylum application has just been rejected tries to comfort him. You first have to learn the language are you afraid youll have to return to afghanistan what exactly did they tell you. Theres a good so far when i think that but ive been really scared ever since the day they rejected me its some bearable. Thing. And ive also become ill. The officials know about my illness i feel sick and i suffer from repeated panic attacks. But a moderate about even. God is great maybe the people in charge will give you a positive answer getting training though could help you stay here. Are you working. No im just taking courses. Thats good improve your german too its actually not all that bad already but you still need to improve. But learning german is no protection against deportation in two thousand and sixteen the e. U. Promised afghanistan one point two billion euros in annual Development Aid in turn twenty twenty if the country cooperated in taking back rejected afghan Asylum Seekers. Back in kabul theres still no sign of shams or model. In late may the German Foreign ministry. Issued a new report on afghanistan which was to be the basis of a reassessment of deportation practices. The publication coincided with the First Anniversary of a terrorist attack that largely destroyed the German Embassy in kabul and killed or wounded hundreds of people. After the attack in germany temporarily halted the deportations. That has been some progress but the new report paints a still disastrous picture of the situation in afghanistan. And berlin now intends to resume unrestricted deportations its a decision that the head of the Aid Organization for deportees opto got for cant understand. So currently we are in the western part of kabul which was supposed to be one of the safest parts like a year ago or a year or half ago but recently most of the attacks that have been happening in kabul has been at this park for example one of the places that we are currently looking at is p. Six Police District six where there was a Suicide Attack there for the last year. And the recent one was on Police District thirteen which is at this part of the right side of me so my perception of todays kabul is like. Way wars than it was like a year ago. Although the number of casualties to the fighting has gone down there has been a surge in Suicide Attacks some two thousand three hundred civilians were killed in terrorist attacks last year a rise of seventeen percent according to the united nations. And the other a very. Serious thing thats happening in kabul is the magnetic protection oh so what people do is that a terrorist magnetic montreal course and then suddenly it goes warming the person in the car or the person from the car or gone you know theyre either injured or killed. That makes every car trip ive done with death afghan politicians and foreign diplomats barricade themselves behind me to hide blast walls and they leave their ministries in embassies with security escorts. Measures that are on affordable for ordinary afghans. When we first met mary weiss aria he was thinking about leaving afghanistan. But he chose a different path and is now building up a future here it was not an easy decision. Like most afghans he has lost many friends to terrorisms. When i lost this role its going from home to war i remember every single incident going on here seven journalists from tolo t. V. Was attacked right here at this point when i pause is this short every day i remember them on this single area was lost so for the things you know which hurts me. If you near me in this city that there is safer there is more so thats not working here. You have to be fearless really there is when you go out in kabul. I dont you know i dont follow those security masses that there every day or excrete is spreading among the people that do not go to this area. Dont go to that theory and. I just i just dont read it i just ignore that. We met mary was a year ago in a small restaurant. He was full of energy and optimism within a few months he turned the hamburger joint into one of campbells hit us twenties. His Four Brothers all had good jobs and were thinking less and less about trying to get to europe. The thought of leaving their parents behind was unbearable they told us back then. One day my mom told me if you leave the country and your brothers leave the country and they die on the waters or on the difficult ways. Theyre proud of you because. Ill be not proud of. My sounds rude dying with no identity but ill be proud of you. If you die here. In a Suicide Attack or an explosion because you will die. As all of your own people. And so far to minimize this decision not to leave the country has paid off his chain of fast food restaurants is expanding. The brand is bigger right now and we have employed more people. Right now ten people are working here this bridge. This is also our shop and this was the first pins are. You know brand that three started and. Saw the euro take off this wall and that would be the holding cell. The young entrepreneur now employs fancy workers in four branches he shuttles between them every day and hes expanding the concept to the most recently opened branch not only offers peter and burgers but books. The wise words anything he can get hold of hes has his role model as a businessman is donald trump. The problem with our society is the less interest for reading. And thats why thats really are a stacked line for. If you dont free you youre drawn to if you dont learn you dont change if any Single Person is not allowing that change to his or her personality and mind so this is something that is not that you. Are not the same society in the history of humans on the air or suffer from this situation. Use your suffer the same situation may be worse than that every society that there are on the top of the war they have suffered the same situation but there were the people who paid the sacrifice their war caught the belief that they had saved and they thought positive. The fast food startup found it meant that his brand of entrepreneurial spirit and optimism is more the exception when the rule in afghanistan. But he says hes not the only one he rejects leaving as an alternative he suggests we stop by the slice bakery. None of the guests here we talk to want to leave afghanistan even though they all complain about the security situation and the government. My days either. As a who is here with her mother samantha has just returned from canada where she trained to be a pilot. To. People all around the world the thing that its all about the war and fights and everything but its not about death we are humans like we live like other people around the world make we have cafes we have restaurants we have liquid things we have way cares and everything we have a very interesting miss i mean there are very good ill come back to again this land i want to build my life here and i want to build afghanistan here and was. I was very glad that she was in canada studying the. Car from the warren the Suicide Attacks in Afghanistan Mission there is no guarantee and if you think thats a fact we have to live with all these things i know there is already explosions everything but they are going to end theyre not going to stay forever. Like. Flee or start from scratch leave or stay. These are existential questions to which there are no easy answers. If you know that better than blogger and head of the afghanistan migrants advice and support organization up to go for himself once fled to europe he was deported from norway in two thousand and thirteen. I was us last because many other rich armors i was lost because i have also been impacts on most of my birth i have never been to afghanistan before. The only thing that has brought me into a position where i am today is that ive found a name that a was to order dont sit quite right about it but the world know what happens was deported weeks ago we asked up to go forward to help us find shams of mahdi but theres still no sign of life where i was meeting him he had the sense. Of hopelessness because of he was handicapped in a way. Mentally mentally he wasnt very mundane physically also because he wasnt able to talk to the horror or crowds out. Every week new deportees arrive. Many come to our daughter for desperate for help what he said on a wire it was deported from germany on april the twenty fourth on. This show it was still. The news shocked me to get it didnt kill me but it was almost as bad a job to encounter with a marriage to get the news like that it is like death for a person who lived in germany with so much hope and work and who was trying so hard the. One taser had never lived in afghanistan his parents had fled to iran when he was a child but since two thousand and sixteen iran has been deporting afghan refugees by the thousands. More murders all those issues with this that if we fought for them in syria we get a residency permit in iran an apartment and the right to work but first we had to fight in syria. That it would be syria to get. More efficient deputation to many my it was just really a war but to the person who is experiencing a witnessing a deputation its really tough to deal with a boy thats a new month in the us and so for some of them when they dont see any hope the only way the finest to do something thats very crazy their goal and fighters syria. Is that the path that shams his family also lived in iran might have taken. For nearly two months we tried to find him with no result. Then a blogger for wrote us on facebook the chums had called him he tried to reach iran. Was arrested and sent back. To was a sign of life and another example of how the lack of prospects in afghanistan pushes deportees to flee the country again. By the time we left kabul chans had still not appeared. Back in germany we meet up again with the afghan musician and actor paul your rough young. So again were lets go on stage now on the our stage is afghanistan afghanistan it with mountains with flowers. Now recognized as an afghan refugee has been involved in a production and called gods victory. Hollow from. The plane which is about to have its premiere attempts to draw attention to the difficult situation of afghan migrants its about terrorism and violence all traffic its flight and the difficulties of getting a foothold in europe. And thats then also does have to sell and theres a big difference between these two worlds. They say im in germany where i feel safe and when im sitting in the park or somewhere i dont have to be afraid that a bomb will explode showerhead something will happen on the street thats just by see it off the sides and. Then if my country were safe i wouldnt stay here a day longer i go back but as i see it now its just going to get worse and worse flee went on slim as. Its hard to put it to relax hes anxious about the safety of his parents and siblings. Which matter how much im very worried about my family and afghanistan theyre in danger. Caught on day and night i think about how i can find a solution and get them to germany or another safe country. You know and he said when i see on facebook that there was an explosion in afghanistan and that this or that city if i immediately call up to make sure theyre all right. Good thats the fear we feel that all the time that inside. Whatever path afghans me choose whether to leave or to stay fear is part of their lives. Now as arya is on his way home and. Everyone here in this neighborhood in kabul knows him. Hes active in promoting clean a street sense safety in the district. This a cure to the situation is a constant issue every insecurity answer that path us inside. Needs the business down the street for dates. Nobodys coming out to be to visa. When. That thats sort of going inside the city and the people are dying dozens of people are dying. Who because there could be a whats up. You brits working here. If i ask. That that happened moral. Why should i invest why should i you know west my time. To look time to time a lie i have to do think i believe thats good. To be proud of making the decision to stay. I love to read a lot from persian pi by rumi. Im getting aspired by him softly. When i read this quote from him for a good safety you leave where you fear to. Destroy your petition the notorious. When something bad happens you feel bad you feel nearer to it and you feel like youre. Youre a scared so much. That. That sentence come from my mother. And then. The fast pace of life in the digital shift has the lowdown on the web showing new developments and providing useful information on the with the