christiane's gender isn't clearly defined but he wants to be seen as a man he works out at a fitness studio almost every day. so he. can i use the butterfly machine look at things in. the surgical reconstruction to make girl made his self-esteem plummet. in this regard and this is the fitness means so much to me because for a long time until puberty actually i hated myself i never accepted myself and it was only with the help of weight training and fitness that i learned to love myself . now it's like an addiction i really enjoy. it. as a kid i had so many idols i saw arnold schwarzenegger in