nerves and my strength were totally shot. and we weren't living together anymore. so we couldn't support one another. i'm not sure if that was the reason but i just didn't have the strength. both of them withdrew their final occupation the start of the 18th. had a baby and unexpectedly got permission to leave for the west. as a pastor's wife. was also allowed to go. to stand what we been through an experienced gets there somehow it all paid off this evening and. the final. it was my dream as a teenager was to see the world now i fulfilled it. climate