to try to get on a freight train which is known as la bestia. and the beast. of all the possible perils. and watch him. putting her in danger in so many ways her health her life. so much could happen on the journey. where she could be raped or something could happen to her in that way. i'm risking a lot. not only my life but hers too but. this it. was some of my therapist. said miriam also has an eight year old son who she left behind. she doesn't know where the show ever see and they can. go to. the p.c. . what is going. it's very difficult to make such decisions. you know what no woman deserves to go through that it about. that up i'll just tell you that i have to be strong and fight for a better future for both my children. even if it hurts to walk is that what it's hard but i have to fight but i'll see. you all can reach out to help in. the fight for a better future is what motivates hundreds of thousands to embark on this perilous he started vomiting yesterday when we were on the train and he also got tired. representatives from doctors without borders come to check every two days they provide care and medicine to anyone who is ill. this is what they tell karen that she has to bring her son to the clinic because he is at risk of dehydration after not eating anything for forty eight hours. he and his mother drank a lot of dirty water in recent days. the . u.n. refugee agency is also here daniel rodriguez tells people that they have a right to asylum in mexico to escape the violence in their countries this is the case for about two thirds of all refugees from central america. and it's the moment that they must know mental. there are more and more women and women with children and families coming from the north of central america to seek asylum in mexico that is. on the stand that a three out of five back becomes our women there were women with children. all they want. but most don't want to stay in mexico the chances of finding work can't much higher here than at home. miriam and violet will continue north. karen would like to go with them. fear their job when i took the train she was already on it. but she wants to carry on no. i don't know. karen will have to stay until eric is better she can stay at the hostel. eventually eric is able to keep food down. he'll have to go back to the clinic in a few days. i would have preferred to go on but if the boy's ill it's because god wanted it this way. one of the trip to be longer. is thirty one year old catholic has pinned her hopes i'm caught she says she will only make it as far as he allows she's hoping to get to miami. that's what she and her sons all pray for. johnny the oldest son who is fourteen would have preferred to stay in honduras but he knows how difficult it is for a single mother there he never went to school he had to work as a salesman. we ask him what he wants to do when he's older. get anything. except steal. it's very difficult. to be there. javier and johnny have not been able to play for a long time. they had to grow up fast. they live in an adult world where people worry about a better future and what the best strategies are for getting to the us. miriam and violet collect some money in order to buy a warm blanket first before the train arrives if they manage to get on they'll have to survive for hours without food. miriam is worried that she might be separated from violet at the u.s. border like thousands of other parents and children. she thinks u.s. president donald trump is unfair. to you our children are very precious to us and then someone comes and says only because he has power in his country. but he's going to separate me from my daughter. and he has no right. she bravely tries to overcome her fears as she prepares to get on the train. she knows she won't manage alone so she's enlisted the help of two compadre it's. just they've promised to pass her violent about it but they i mean they're ready to help me now and later. but it's really dangerous. trying to get onto a train while it's moving. and. finally the train arrives. they get up close and wait for a suitable moment. now miriam will hand over. i don't want to temporarily. my. theory manages to get on the train and so does her compassion that we find. they all soon disappear from view. found for the us full of fears and hopes at the same time. my. hope is in germany to learn german. why not learn with him online on your mobile and free stuff. he w e learning course you. enter the conflict zone with. those in power asking tough questions demanding. as conflicts intensify i'll be meeting with key players on the ground in the sense of. cutting through the rhetoric holding the powerful to