i was in a vehicle where i was crushed to the point that there were armored doors that blew off the vehicle and released the pressure. if they hadn't have been there, i would not be sitting here today to talk to you. i would've been turned into internal jell-o. (bombs blast) (high-pitched whirring) but brain slams up against your skull and it is damaged, bruised, and needs time to recover. i probably should've went and laid down for 10 days in a dark tent, but i took some aspirin, went and threw up in my room, and went back to work the next day. (high-pitched whirring) (objects clattering) (objects clattering) (somber music) i find healing in the mountains for myself mentally,