And still do, and i wasn't immune to that. but there was a wider sense that because there was a battle going on in northern ireland at that time, and it did feel a kind of embattled position that people needed to stick together, because there was a sense that if you didn't, that division would be exploited and so on. i suppose that you just grew up with that as kind of awareness. it wasn't. .. we had, as a family, i suppose an experience where, it sounds like a trivial thing, but people were collecting to paint the curbs in our street red, white and blue, for the 12th, and my mum would not pay...