Church youth leader, and for a full year, they did that and, i think i'm resonating from those prayers. i really do. >> harris: did you ever just say, god, why me? i mean, why me? an athletic, you know, person who has all this physical energy, and, now, i can't move anymore. >> i did. why me. and i got so tired of sitting in the corner, feeling sorry for myself, so much self-pity and one day they wheeled me into the occupational therapy room in the hospital and a guy paralyzed more severely than i was, he was there with his arms like this and had a ventilator and could barely move. at least i ...