Through the hell. i was on eight and a half years and the first six were extraordinary. it was a comedian s version of bliss to me being on the greatest show, the funniest show working with the funniest guy and making a bunch of money to do it. my schedule got to the point where combined with my atickettive person nalty where i need pills to get up, pills to go down. pills to get on a plane, pills to get off a plane. that turned into a hear wroin addiction. only addict would say you and the dealer, you know, one guy putting his kids through the school, because, you know, you re making so much money and you re doing it. you try to hide it from everybody. you won t be truthful. you got to a moment, january 2nd, 2010 when you attempted to kill yourself. you took a knife and stabbed yourself i think nine times. right, if i had abs, i would