So i need to fight for them. i needed to play and do something, a job and having money so everything was possible then. i would try to make — using any opportunity to get money. there was something that happened in your childhood that i know has taken you many years to talk about. something that wasn't about you being defiant, being strong, running on the street, but actually about you as a very vulnerable boy. it happened when you were 13 years old. why have you decided to tell the world about it now? i decided because i had an extra push with a woman of my life and i was talking about toxi...