To actually make it seem like it's removed from me. >> would you want to go back? >> i do, definitely. i do want to go back. i don't know when but i do. i consider it my second home. >> so it hasn't changed the way you feel about kenya? >> if anything, it increased the love i have for the country and the people, especially my close friends and co-workers. >> nobody ever knows how they will respond when gunshots go off. some people think they can handle it don't and some that think they wouldn't be able to handle it are completely able to. you now know how good you are in a crisis. >> thank you...