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And uh, he kept me company. i fell deeply in love with leon. >> reporter: but valerie said she never intended to have her husband killed. >> i hate the idea that everybody thinks i'm a monster. >> reporter: the audio diary turned out to be her final recorded words. >> i don't want to hurt anyone. just me. okay. thank you for listening. bye. >> reporter: a little over two weeks after her arrest, valerie mcdaniel jumped to her death from the seventh floor balcony of her apartment building. >> it was the worst -- worst day of my life. >> reporter: valerie's friend, maggie, blamed leon. >> i see i...