[speaking non-english] we spent every four months writing some stuff, and then on june 4th of 1979, i want to westwood and i want on there for the first time, and was petrified, i was 18. >> 18? dam, that is a young kid. a latin kid, in an all white game -- >> afraid of his own shadow. >> i don't know what i was doing. i was talking about jokes, talking fast, and they're laughing, i'm looking, and a laughing. and i mean, maybe four minutes, but four minutes of in a motion that, in the 18 years of my life, i never felt like. never felt that acceptance or looking at people look up at you, and se...